Reminisces.

Remember the times when you held on to something even though everyone kept telling you to let go?

And it got so bad, and it made you feel so awful, that you felt as though you were at a dead end?

Then again, you looked back at all the times, all those memories.

And so you try so very hard to resolve the matter with other ways, but you're just left with that much to do with.

So you consider hard, and I really mean hard, whether or not to put things down and finally stop the madness.

But your final decision is to continue living and going through the torment, to live each day with all that negative speeches passing you by.

Guess the only way out for now is to just pray that mr/ms superhero/superheroine comes to your rescue by removing all them difficult moments.

~
To you,
I'm sorry I snapped and utterly killed you.
I'm sorry I inflicted hurt or any other pain unto you.
I'm sorry I didn't take your feelings and thoughts into consideration.
I'm sorry I did what I've done.
You need not be sorry if you don't accept my apology. I repeat, you need not be sorry.
Just know that I do love you and I think those words must have been heartbreaking.
For one last time here, I'm sorry.
~

Now.

It's fun to cry in front of your computer like how I'm doing so now.


Wanna try?

Updates of my current happenings.

Latest craze of mine for songs are as follows :

1. Hey There Delilah - Plain White T's
2. Love Me Tender - Norah Jones
   
3. I Turn To You - Christina Aguilera
4. He Said She Said - Ashley Tisdale
5. Pain - Jimmy Eat World
6. Clumsy - Fergie
7. Walk Away - Paula DeAnda
8. So Close - Jon McLaughlin
9. This Will Be(An Everlasting Love) - Natalie Cole
10. Everything - Lifehouse

In case you were wondering, the audition the Angkangon sisters and me went for didn't really go the way we expected it to. Boohoo.
But oh well, we shall prevail! For we are a sisterhood, and very closely bonded are we.
So watch out world. Hee. =D

Omg, 'Hey There Delilah' and 'So Close' is making me cry.
Die all you touching male singers who never fail to move me on the insides DIE.





Okay, maybe not ALL of you.





Okay fine, DON'T die.





I think I need these songs to get me emotional from time to time in order to let things out.
Sad, I know, but nonetheless true. I shall name them my 'Fairy Tale-like Songs'. Woot.


Omg. I just realized something else. I'm turning SIXTEEN. In a mere few days' time. SIXTEEN. =T
For starters, you could visit my wonderwall(aha!C=) Fann's blog about her views of a term called 'Sweet Sixteen' from her 17th December post. She just turned 16 this past fortnight too!
A fellow December Baby.
Just like me.
Bah.
Wanna know something?
I feel as though I'm the only sixteen year old out of all my friends right now.
Except for Jasmine and Qistina of course. =D
Omg. I'm turning SIXTEEN.
omgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomg. and oh yeah, OMG.



*freaks out and runs away*

p/s : I HATE it when I get a whole days' worth of scolding from my dad. One minute he's saying I've spoilt more cellphones than Von, mumsy and dad altogether, the next minute he's goofing around the dinner table at breakfast. When I want to go check on Mocha and Expresso, he stops me cause the neighbour's been trying to bring down our brick wall with his huge big-arse hammer. Then he tries to joke with me by telling me about his hair now that he forgot to comb it(he looked like a rooster by the way). Even walking in my slippers in the house can get him to snap at me. And now, mumsy just called to ask the maid to open the gate outside, he screams at me for waking the sick maid with the remote in his hand. How was I supposed to know that he had everything ready?! Ishk. Absolutely hate it when this happens. Harrumph.

My audition song choice for now

take a listen. need feedback by 2 hours won't be here no more. HELP!

A Thank You Dinner.

Warning : To All Guys. Camwhores alert! Run away, far far away.

p/s : you can click on any of the links after you scroll down this page on the right hand side. (which still means you're gonna see pictures and all. xD)

This night, I had my dinner at M Suites Hotel, courtesy of Datin Paduka Professor, wife of Menteri Besar of a little state called Johor. We(the choir) had did our part in making the Wataboshi Music Festival, an international event, a success.
As a token of appreciation, our dear Datin decided to have a thank you dinner in order to 'mengucapkan ribuan terima kasih kepada semua volunteer-volunteer yang telah memberi sumbangan kepada event ini'.
In case you were wondering, the event was hosted in Bahasa. And normally, NO ONE ever listens to emcee when we were actually waiting to start dinner(we had dinner buffet-style). The speech didn't really help get our attention either. I mean, not even the live band got us gazing in admiration lah!
As of such given circumstances, there was only one thing we convent girls were in the mood for other than biatching talking about other people's businesses and talking about our dear old bat who's currently away.

Yep, you've guessed it. Well, I can't possibly say that you have the right answer because I can't possibly know what is on your mind right. But the answer is pretty if not freaking obvious now isn't it,

CAMWHORE-ING

Not much to say actually. Just us 3 having some fun. Well, me actually. Why? Cause I was in every picture! First one(the one in black and white) was taken in the toilet.
Suba did the editing and the extra wording there. Please pardon her, i'm afraid she has big issues with her spelling. Don't you, Shuubs?
And Cal will be Cal, rich kid with her cute cute baby face and all her picture-perfectness. Hmph.

Oh oh and did I mention mumsy tagged along? She had her dinner at home, tagged along and ended up eating alongside with me! Again! And and and.... she had TWO servings! And guess what, she initiated the idea of us two taking a photo together. We actually took the one on the right first, and she was accusing me of smiling too broadly, hence the candid shot.

If you look closely you'll see that I wasn't looking at the camera. Unlike those two camwhore addicts, and I quote Martin Luther King, 'I have a dream....'.

Announcement
I will be going up to KL by 19th Dec, wednesday afternoon, for an audition in the hopes of getting signed on as a singer for a company named SM Entertainment.
Beverley and Kimberly(the Angkangon sisters), with the help of La, her Dad's car and the company of her sister and her little nephew and niece or whoever else, will be playing a part in our hopes of becoming future stars of tomorrow.
So wish me luck via sms-es or comments on this current blogpost(my preferred way) if possible and the Angkangon sisters too horxx! Because God knows it's a crazy world out there...

Psst! Just so that you guys have something to comment about, I haven't chosen a song to sing for the audition yet! So, I'm in desperate need of help and enlightment! Someone shed me some light, please?

[insert puss-in-boots image here]

Back I Am.

I'm back from camp! Had two nights worth of rest at home already. Boy, was I tired. =D




Anyways, can't blog about camp cause I personally feel it should be experienced rather than be made known by word of mouth.

Only thing to say is that it was an awesome hell of a time and we're all fired up to serve and lead for God now!


So watch out Satan, you'll have to get past us first. Woot. =)




Have some pictures here drawn by some really talented artists from an application from facebook called 'Graffiti'. Take a look and let me in on your views aite?

These 3 are by a dude called humey. I find it really cute and carefree.

I really love this one cause the guy got the girl a star! For those who don't know, I LOVE STARS. Hee.

I like the shading of the background for this one.

Well, nothing else to blog about.
Just that Christmas is coming and I'm turning 16!
Sweeeeet. LOL. Laters! xx

Examples of Past, Present and Future Tenses.

Sara, has been bored to tears besides all the activities she's been attending to since the start of this holidays.



Sara, is going for camp now.



Sara, will be back and by then her birthday will draw so soon you're gonna have to start looking for a present! C=

My Dog Cino.

I have nothing to blog about. And therefore, I shall just briefly blog about some things my dog, cino, does at home.



She doesn't like being alone, and therefore, she is to have a human with her at all times.
She asks for food at anytime of the day so long as you're eating. Even right after her meals.
She used to be thin. But now even I can say she's fat(when I myself am already the fattest person I know so far).
She has a very long tongue that apparently cannot fit into her small little mouth.
She lies down everywhere. On the floor(of course), in her basket, on your lap, under the couch, but mostly places where you're most likely to step ON her.
She rests and lazes around a whole lot. Upstairs she comes, lies down straight after the last flight of the stairs. Downstairs she goes, lies down underneath the couch.

But today, I saw a new side of this quite-new biatch dog of mine :

Cino sleeps on her back with all four legs up in midair

I love cino's life, don't you? =D

A Simple Story.

The Tree - Author Unknown,


It was the Tree.
The Tree where it all started; where it would all end.
Very slowly, She raised Her head and dragged Her feet forward.
Forth She went, towards the Tree, towards Him.
He stood under the Tree, as silent as ever.
It felt as though time had stood still just for the both of Them.
He lifted His head a little as He watched Her approach.
"Please. Don't Leave," She thought. "Please. Don't Let Me Leave," He thought.



He left Her anyway. That was the end.

24.

24 more days. 24 24 24 24 24!!!!
[lol mercy. lol xD]

I had a fun time going out with a few friends this past week. Thanks for the company everyone, was really nice hanging and loosening myself for a bit. =D


To Joel, Leroy, Marvin, Stephanie Petrus, Christine, Raechel, Janice, Chui Yen, Vanessa Ho(do you take BK too?), Shawn Tan, Raymond and all others who're having their last paper, Bible Knowledge, tomorrow afternoon :
my best wishes to all of you, may He be with you throughout your paper and do your best!


December is the month to partayyyy~! woot.

A not so interesting post.

Okay first things first. Been thinking a lot about this and I've decided, as of the 4th of December I will remove my tagboard from the face of this blog. Any tags or comments are to be written in the comment box provided by blogger until I find a proper comment box. Anyone care to help? SueLynn???


An extended wishlist, one that was asked of me from WenLi dear.

HMMMMMMM......

I seriously have no clue of what else to crave for.

ERM ERM ERMMM........

A pencil case from Bodyglove or Converse or Billabong or Roxy maybe? One of those big ass HUMONGOUS ones!woot.
More surfshorts
A nice meal at TGIF or Yew's Cafe maybe?
Trip to Genting with friends
Trip to Singapore with friends
Necklaces and bracelets and anklets and earrings
Ring ring ring ring ringsssssss
erm.....
A camera
A grand piano >.< (<---out of the question, totally.)
Basically anything you think I might need for my sweet 16th year.


La, a friend I respect and love dearly, gave me a very interesting site to visit just now.
There was a contest held to see which Malaysian could write the best stories with a limit to just 16 words per entry.
The following are a few that were highlighted on the site.
Fyi, I find it quite heartwarming to see that Malaysians can actually come up with things this good aside from people like Fann and Serah and other smartypants.

[I love Malaysia. She has nurtured and given me my fortune. Tomorrow i'm migrating to Australia.]

["the meat good?" he asks as i chew. "had to get rid of the body somehow."]

[good morning. birds chirping. exercise on balcony. forward. stomp. stomp. shit. girlfriend's roborovski hamster. squash!]

[boy finds lump in breast. "No offence God, but you kinda undershot my Adam's Apple.]

Oh lookie here, precisely 26 more days to my birthday! Yay! Joy!
*does a triple toe-touch* *heh. I wish.* x]

Wishlist.

As promised, a wishlist for my one-month away birthday. =D


An ipod or mp3 or any sort of product that will allow me to escape from noise pollution,
MNG or Soda or Topshop clothes,
A new cellphone to replace my spoilt dinosaur one,
A new non-lala-ish bag for school,
A new wallet/purse,
A new pair of flipflops,
A getaway from reality,
A pair of chun-ted headphones to go with my 'soon-to-be-mine music player',
A nice day to spend with my loved ones and my closest friends,
Everything to be fair and smooth for everyone tomorrow and day after tomorrow and the day after that and so on,
All my upcoming events to go well and blow peoples' minds away, eg choir, cheerleading, 13th apostles camp, and not forgetting softball training too
Friends to stay true and be themselves,
Good riddance to my 'special fear',
....


I can't think anything else for now cause I've had this really massive headache since like, 7pm last night.
Many thanks and apologies to the choir girls of SMC and my two of three top girls, Sarah Wong and Calista Chiu.

Thanks to :

Cal for caring and doing all you've done including being a bimbo and all blur and all else,
Sarah for all the paperwork and the attendance and calls you've been making not to mention the amount of care you've shown,
Fann for cheering us all up with your witty yet sarcastic jokes and talks about nothing and anything at all,
Anu for taking over the 'jaga pintu' job for me when it got a lil too much for me to handle,
Bev and Apple and others for helping with the extra clothings,
The few parents for helping heaps even though we were so unorganized and stuff,
Pn Doreen for the pizzas and the speeches and soundings and all,
Pn Emilda for babysitting us a few rounds when you could have been sleeping at home and for the library radio too,
Adeline Yap, the last of my top 3 girls, for moral support all the way from KL,
Encik Johari (I think that's his name) for helping us out,
Encik Ah-Pek for the recording session and the PA,
Encik Zul and Encik Zam for helping us on coordination,
Auntie Mary (Sarah Wong's mummy) for the make-up and all,
Auntie Ellena or Eleena (Fann's mummy) for helping us tie our hairs all up and neatly,
Dadday and Closest Friend for layan-ing me when I've been ranting about the lamest stuffies,
And all others whose names weren't mentioned here, a big thank you to you all too! =]


Oh lookie, it's 26th November. Wonder what's precisely one month away from now.

HMMMMMMMM..... x]

tag replies :
suelynn, memang banyak countdown. but woman, aku nak access to you punye blog larh... ='(
nise, i mish you loads and i'm really sorry to hear that. will hang with you as soon as it's possible! don'r forget to get me a birthday present aite?! huggies. =]
cal, sweet of you larh. with all your bimbo moments and we'll make it big if we could produce a film of you.
mel tan, and you get on my nerves by violating my space of snoozing on the bus on the way to school. all's fair.
alven damien chan (lol), yes latte's gone. be thankful lattes are still available as a form of a beverage. lol.
agnes, cartoon larh you. tsk tsk tsk. scared of my cino. LOL
stacey, you've been linked and hope everything's fine with you. will pray for you and miss you till i see you next!
tracy, yes Zapin. lol. uptown girl~~~
christine, thanks! do your best for bio tomorrow, best of luck to you and all fifth formers. huggies.

von the bon bong, you banyak tag larh. tsk. begitu sempat ke. go plan what you're getting for my birthday larh. 8 more days to yours!


Oh and before I forget,

Happy 23rd Birthday Lorraine! Miss you heaps and Mountains! (:

One Day.

Sorry but i'm postponing my wishlist post again. A thousand apologies!

Choir practice was a bit of an extra thing today.
Had a lot of long breaks and a session where we learnt the steps to doing a malay dance called 'Zapin'.
Clearly, a few of us were having fun in our own world at the back of the whole group while the others tried ever so hard to follow Elyssa and Sharlene's 'lesson'.
Fann-ie couldn't stop hitting my arse(ish you Fann-ie ish), and Adeline and me were bumming our hips over and over again with weird noises.
Adeline even hit me at a wrong spot at one point of the dance session. xC

Anyways, we went to city square after we dropped by Cal's house massive big-ass castle by way of Cal's driver.
Our group consisted of Sara(me), Adeline, Cal, Agnes, Sarah W and dear Fann-ie. =D
We couldn't believe it ourselves when our newly discovered superhero could actually take time off to come spend some quality recreation time with us all.

I promised not to tell who(she's shy and who knows what might happen if she starts blushing) but I assure you this superhero is gonna be so exclusive in the near future that you won't even realize she's exclusive.
I mean, we even composed a theme song for her already! Right right right?! x)
One last thing that hasn't been settled yet is our dear superhero's superhero-ish name.

Ideas anyone?!?!!

She's nuts and her signature pose is a thumbs up.
So look out all you people out there, we're gonna set her loose on you if you don't watch out.
Woot.

To you bunch of girlies(yes Fann you're one too), I didn't mean to scare you guys the other day. Just needed to let things out for a bit, that's all. Don't fret or worry about me, I'll do just fine. *huggla to all who showed concern and support in any way anyhow* =']


p/s : I'm still sorry dear Wenli mei for missing out on your birthday and not being able to keep you company on one very special day. We'll make up for it soon and keep my special day free for me kay? Have fun in Sing.

Saturday, 10th November 2007
To dear Latte, may you forever rest in peace as you live on in our hearts as a dog we all loved very much. I'll personally miss your growling and how you dealt with your brother, Mocha, ever so sternly. Rest well and I'll meet all of you 'up there'. =]



It's been a long week.
Choir practices have been on everyday since forever.
Wataboshi will be happening this saturday night at Danga Bay where we( the choir of SMC ) will be performing by way of singing songs such as the Wataboshi Song, We Are The World and Berlari ke Puncak.
Frankly speaking am kind of worried about recording tomorrow. I'm losing my voice and with the professional recording session coming a day right after I'm starting to feel unwell, I don't think I'm really up to it. =(
Oh and did I mention the recording we're doing are just like the ones you see on the tvs where the singers go into a soundproof room or studio kind of place and wear earphones and sing into microphones and stuff. Cool eh?

Anyways, I dropped my cell during choir practice in school today. It was working for a while but after that the keypad never worked anymore and now I can't even get through the phrase where you enter your pincode to on your cell. *emo*
Keep your fingers crossed that mumsy or daddy will get me a new and presentable cell, unlike the dinosaur-like ones I've been using these past years.

To my dear mei, it's been a while since we've ever hung out. I apologize for not being able to make it for tomorrow because choir practice-cum-recording will be on from 8am-5pm. I cannot begin to tell you how much I appreciate you being so understanding. Please please please do look forward to your birthday, as you only turn an age once a lifetime. Besides,we only get to be of the same age for 36 days every year! [I'm still your senior in school kay.] Wait patiently for your present until I feel it's presentable enough for you kay? I'm sorry if it'll be late though. 18 more minutes to your birthday! x] Oh and happy belated 1 and a half years to us to. Woot.


p/s : I've decided not to steal the limelight from dear wenli's birthday, so my wishlist post has been postponed to a more suitable period to be read then.

Help wanted NEEDED.

Haven't had the time to blog so far.
Cheerleading performance is happening tomorrow!
Panic, excitement and anxiousness run through my veins.

Help help help!!!!
Can anyone cool me down and stop me from freaking out for a bit?!

Anyone?

No one at all?!

Omgomgomgomgomgomgomgomg.

AHHHHHHHH!


p/s : Next post will be a wishlist for the beginning of my kononnye 'sweet' 16th! Better start saving up your money peeps! C=

A post regarding a song by Oasis. This goes out to Fann, who said she could be my wonderwall. :)

[By now you should have somehow realized what you're not to do]

~

The following are just random pictures that caught my attention.

I like this kitty best although it's out of shape. I just find it really cute! Don't you think so? =)

p/s : I've been confirmed babeh! Visit Von for pictures or just ask from me through msn. =]

Countdown :

2 days to our 1 & 1/2 year anniversary as godsisters
3 days to our cheerleading performance
6 days to WenLi's 15th
12 days to Lorraine's birthday
17 days till choir activities are over
20 days to Von's birthday
32 days to Fann's birthday
41 days to Christmas
42 days to my 16th! Can't wait can't wait can't wait! =D

An Early Tribute To My Dear Blood Sister, Yvonne.

It doesn't matter how much distance lays between us two, it's the bond that's there.
It doesn't matter how much I may have hurt you, it's the ties that bind us.
It doesn't matter how much I may have missed you, it's time that keeps you away from home.
It doesn't matter how much you haven't done for me, it's the things that you have done that truly do matter.


Leaving home was a huge thing for you, wasn't it, Von?
And I bet I'd totally make a fuss when I go out on my own too.
But just for now, I'll try and make the best of being left at home to deal with a set of cartoon characters for parents.
After all, they have the funniest moodswings ever, and they never seem to succeed in killing each other just like in cartoons.

At least, they haven't succeeded just yet.


Oh and Von, remember the time when you punched me in the chest and I fell backward into the wet toilet downstairs when we were younger?
I still remember that. And will always remember that. x/

Tag replies :
mercy, give me ten names who does not not like her.
von, oh so you bored then only come my blog larh..
siwei, aku langsung tak ingat pass dan id aku. and moreover i have no idea whatsoever regarding how to edit my tagboard.
linn, i might not even change the font colour cause i'm considering taking the tagboard off my blog. =/ anyways thanks for visiting again! =]
nise, i'll miss you! good luck and may God see you through everything you're up against this holidays. *Huggie*
eva, NO CAMERA. I'M TELLING YOU AR. NO CAMERA. NONE. ZERO.
wenli, some other what...???? x]
von(again), you ARE coming back, remember??? *knocks your head*
wenli(again), 11 days left to go. woot!
von(again&again), there. your birthday there. I always screw up. and my maid is called Jaminah kay. got one through Wenli dear.
eva(again), oh you're gonna get it from her aren't you. Here's a thought, how bout you DON'T come on sunday? x]
wenli(again&again), eva's a lala?! whoa. o.O
fann, that line came from the movie 'moulin rouge'. the sitar player in the play if i'm not wrong. and there was no truth in what you blogged about me. take the picture off. fannie!!! =]
von(AGAIN?!), you think you very big ar. 3 year and 22 days older than me. ishk. you wait larh. i'll get my motorbike license before the age you got your driving license! x]
cal, hee. =] we can do it! woot.

Of Recent Happenings.

Haven't been up to much lately, just had choir stuff and it's still on till 1st December.
That's what you get when you have a teacher-in-charge who happily accepted all the performances we're due for throughout more than half of our holidays. Dang it. That's what we ALL get. Go ahead, ask our choir girls and they can go on forever about this one person who is never NOT stressed. Don't we all just LOVE her. Harumph.

Anyways, read Fann to find out what we were up to last night.
I have to say, Zeke, your crib is really nice and breath-taking! One of the prettiest most awesome houses I've ever been to, including all the ugly showhouses of new tamans and all. I wish you all the best with Kate Bosworth and the million dollars bet with Fann though.
And Fann, your 'tales of mere existence' videos were entertaining, don't you worry. They weren't exactly funny, but they were entertaining.
To Cal, thanks for yesterday again. Choir will be hell for us soon enough and for quite a while. But we'll manage just fine won't we?
And Eu Chuan, thanks for the calls and for all else you've done. You really do consume a lot dude.
Thanks you guys for inviting me over again! Though I might be budging into something you guys have been sharing for a long period now, I thank you all for including me once more in these small little meaningful gatherings.
Oh and Fann, I am no VIP. And I have no talent worth praising or acknowledging for and take that picture of me off your blog will you?! I look horrible! Don't listen to Mel, she has her new 'good friend' now you see. One with very bad influence on her.


In any case, the BILA thingy is happening this Saturday where I'll be on the clavinova for the entire and I mean, ENTIRE mass in church.
And my Confirmation mass is the next day where I will be accompanying Adolphus and Hilarry(they're both dudes from Singapore school) for the same responsorial psalm on Saturday!!
It's definitely a weekend to fret and worry about for if I 'screw', I shall 'screw' my own reputation and the whole church's in front of a large group of Asian Youth Coordinators who are expected this weekend for the event.


Countdown :
2 days to BILA,
3 days to Confirmation,
8 days to an important day,
12 days to someone special's birthday, [wait till you see what I have in for you. *evil laugh*]
18 days to Lorraine's supposedly 23th birthday,
23 days to the end of choir events for year 2007,
26 days to Yvonne's 19th birthday,
38 days to Fann-ie's 16th,
47 days to xmas; and
48 days to one special day! I just can't wait. x]

It's over.

Muggings are officially done for the year. Hurrah!

And now, I have to be kept busied by cheerleading and choir events.
Somehow, I wish the muggings hadn't ended yet so that I can make time for the Leadership Camp in December too.



I'll be back soon with new material to write about. C=

The Backup Plan.

As time passes by and you get older

as people turn and look, care for you, and try to pry into your life

just remember to keep a wall around so that in case things crop up, you have something to back you up and to keep everything out of harm's way.
Better safe than sorry, right?

Me Love #1.

Title :

When I grow up, I shall get wings for myself so that I can soar high above the ground.

I wanna soar so high that when I reach the top of the clouds and look around, all that I see are stars and more stars.

Though sometimes I wonder what it really is like way up there...

Most of the time I spend wishing stars could rain on me.

If I could have a room of my own design, I'd want it to have stars hanging from the top of my bed so that they watch over me every night when I sleep.

As for the ones I have with me now, they might not look like real ones but I cherish them all the same. For they are one of the few things that have always stayed on the top of my 'favourite things' list, and there they shall stay for a long time. =]

Short and Simple.

There isn't much I feel like writing right now and moreover them muggings are causing me to stay up late and all. So I figured getting one or two icons could make a new post.

Short announcements :-

Dad's decided to go on a diet for this coming week. His birthday's wednesday and he says he's sticking to the diet even on that day. woot! Oh and we had Kim Gary's(the cs branch) for dinner yesterday. {Envy Me. Mwahahahaha!}

Oh and Uncle Wong, one of my closest uncles, took a fall at home and apparently his blood oozed like a fountain from the right side of his head. Get well soon Uncle Wong!

And the choir did exceptionally well for being so unfocused before our performance on Friday. Good job y'all! [Thanks much to Cal, Adeline and Sarah W. Cinta lu tiga banyak banyak! C'= ]

And we went visiting our late relatives today because of the upcoming all souls' day on 31st October. Also Dad's birthday. During my exam week. Whoa. X/

Back to the icons. =)

This is one doing a drum roll. [Lookie here Joel!]

And I just found this really cute.

Question : Why do roses melt girls'(majority) hearts? =]


Tag replies here!
Julia, went to your blog already. I can't believe Cal has a friggin grand piano! Unfair. And me no emomo. At least, I'll try not to be anymore. You do well for your muggings ya! =)
Bryan, thanks fantastico. what's with the boink again?? Lol.
Von, Daddy's birthday coming! We celebrating on tuesday night most probably, coming?
Dog shyt/crap, erm... could I have your name please?
Cal, thanks girl. We did a lot better than the one before. Good job and we won't let that old bat get us down! She can blame us and nag all she wants. x) *huggla*
Bryan(AGAIN), ask nat, what bomb larh?! tiba tiba, so random sia... xD

In My Place.

It's true. You're my teddy but sometimes I just feel as though you'd rather be someplace else than with me. Still, you're all I've got.

But just for now, everything's just crashing down on me. It's turning dark with the clouds and all.
Please, come already.

Flash of the Past.

I have to tell you something, although I've been keeping quiet all this while.

It has always seemed as though the rain fell only on me when you weren't there anymore.

See, what I'm trying to say is :
I might not have been the person you needed for the time you were still around, but you are the person I need and think about almost everyday nowadays.

But just out of fear of getting hurt, I'll just lock myself up and keep the key in a safe place. So that as long as I don't open up, I won't be able to get hurt by the new people who want so badly to get in.

Can you hear me?
Can you read me from up there?
Can you see what I don't show everyone around me that is happening inside of me?
Because I really do miss you heaps for a sister, Lorraine.
Save me a place in Heaven, would you?

Cheers. To Our Future.

Every time you look into a mirror, what do you see?
Or rather, what do you want to see instead of that 'awful me' you dislike so much? Let's face it.
The world asks so much of each and every one of us now that it even hurts some to look at themselves.

Remember when we as children ran around everywhere while our mothers did their grocery shopping?
Remember when we as children were nagged at to finish our food?
Remember when we as children were grounded from the tv or computer or any other form of entertainment due to overusage of those devices?
Remember when we as children used to love snuggling up to our parents' arms for warmth just before being tucked into bed?

News flash.
It isn't the case anymore.
Children are getting abducted just by a mere 20 minutes or so if they stray away from their parents' just for a second.
Children are actually starving as a result of some parents who put themselves before their children.
Children are turning to other ways of satisfying their hunger for entertainment or just about anything to fill their free time, that some turn to the bad kind.
Children are the ones turning down their parents' love nowadays, thinking in mind that parents never will understand how they're feeling on the inside.
We are so blinded by our wants and do's and dont's that sometimes, others don't matter anymore. Not just a little bit, but not a single drop of care for another person.

What awaits regarding the futures of the children of today you ask?
Well, even I dare not think of it, but one thing's for sure.
There will always be those who feel empty on the inside, no matter how good or bad an environment one could be found in.
It's up to us to make a better future for ourselves.
To start making things better so as to have an appropriate and awesome place before moving on to the ultimate place called Heaven.