Remember when

I did a post like this a while ago,
but recently bore more thoughts, and so

once again down the 'Remember when' road,
for them memories we had, have and those still unknown.

Remember when



You were forced to attend a family gathering when you were little?

Attending them along with a sour face most of the time.


You went out for a whole day with your friends behaving like maniacs?
The thrill and fun it brought to our times together.


You flipped through your baby photos?
You'll wonder how you could ever have been so small.


You were wronged for something you never did?
It hurts the most when the people you're close to malign you.


You attended a concert and screamed at your favourite artist/band/group?
One fine day it might just be your turn.


You watched others as they go through the same thing you went through?
Where your emotions run wild; worry, frustration, fear, pride, etc.


You're treated in a totally different way despite the story you're told?
You're deceived and left with a picture that's different from everyone else.


You're called names and laughed at?
The hurt and rejection you feel amplified by every time this happens.


You listened to songs you used to love when you were a kid?
They bring back many different memories, both pleasant and not so nice ones.


You lost a pet?
Feeling all alone with memories of playing with the pet running through your head.


You brought every single book of every subject to school everyday?
For fear of forgetting your homework/textbook.


You checked to see if your sleeping family member was still breathing?
Just to be sure.


You developed a fear of trusting others too much?
After that one horrible incident.


You started dreading the sound of sirens?
A phobia that started after losing someone precious.


You wanted to tell that someone that what they're doing isn't right?
But you couldn't work up the courage cause you were afraid to lose that friendship.


You had a friend who was in dire need for help?
Yet the help you could offer wasn't the help desired.


You had an unrealistic dream that seemed so real when you woke up?
Well, a girl can dream.


You hated materialism but you really wanted to have the latest trend/technology in your hands?
How we humans love to contradict ourselves.





I must apologize if you're beginning to find me a bore.
My trials are coming and I'm far from being ready for the battle for now.
Am definitely working on it, though I'm quite afraid to expect too much.
Because I'll only be more disappointed the higher my expectations.
In any case, Happy 51st Birthday Malaysia.



"You're unlike any other."
-Thunder, Boys Like Girls



Don't wait up for me,
Goodnight.

C

Hello all.


This shall be a picture-post on Ed Westwick(Chuck)!
Why?
For I am the blogger,
and thou shalt read what hast been written if thou art here at present.
Mwahahahaha.
hahaha.
haha.
ha.
Okay.


I finished my Economics holiday homework
so I'm kindareally ridiculously HIGH.


Sorry sorry.
Back to Ed!
Won't post too many images cause I don't want to make your computers lag too much.
I can do another post another time if anyone would like me to.
*hint hint*
Get your pillows and hanky ready,
cause you're about to drool yourself silly!
Note : Watch out for his eyes cause they have the tendency to electrify.



chuckbasschuckbasschuckbasschuckbasschuckbasschuckbasschuckbasschuckbasschuckbasschuckbas
edwestwickedwestwickedwestwickedwestwickedwestwickedwestwickedwestwickedwestwickedwestwi





Ready or not?











You sure??















VERY sure???
[lol okay okay]







Eye Candy Time! :D

My very own McDreamy
[cue to swoon]

His eyes!!!
*faints*

The uniform of St. Jude
(where all the boys in Gossip Girl attend school)

He looks so so awesome in a tux
I love the umbrella he's holding here!

His crooked smile!
Who's the cutest of 'em all??
[From left:Chuck Bass(Ed Westwick!),
Nate Archibald(Chace Crawford),
Dan Humphrey(Penn Badgley)]

The main characters of Gossip Girl Season 1
[From left : Nate, Serena, Chuck, Blair, Dan, Jenny]

Here's Ed bidding you all a fair eventide!
*faints AGAIN for real*

BF stands for back and forth

There you go Jackson!
A dude from Sweden owns me. lol
And his name's kinda similar to yours too!


Needless to say, my newest superstar of interest and latest obsession still stands firm.
ED WESTWICK
I even started subscribing to all the awesome videos on youtube.
Told you I'm obsessed.
And the best part is, a lot of people agree with what I think :
Chuck and Blair do make a good couple in GG!
Was watching E! on tv today and got a sneak peek into season 2 of GG.
Chuck's gonna hook up with Blair again!
Of course, it'll be an on and off thing.
After all, quote Chuck "I'm Chuck Bass." end of quote.
And when Leighton Meester was asked how she felt when she read the script saying Blair(Meester) was going to hook up with Chuck(Westwick!:D), she squealed and said "I thought it was awesome cause everyone knows Blair and Chuck belong together! I mean, he's the only one who really understands her."!
Sigh.
I totally can't wait for season 2 of GG to be released.
FatalityYummy. Teehee!


Okay, just a random thought here.
Is it just me, or do I sound like an E! reporter??
It'd be best if you just ignored me.


Don't mind me, I watched two episodes of "Living Lohan" back to back today.
And I think I fell for Lindsay Lohan's little kid brother, Dakota aka Cody.
[taken at the 2006 Olympus Fashion week
where he modeled for some kids designer wear]
Cute little boy. Blond too.
He taught his grandma how to play basketball today.
Cute and sweet little boy.
Did I mention he was blond?
Don't know why he's a redhead here.
Not that I have anything against redheads.
Teehee.


Went out with Clara, Von and Paul last night.
Dropped StevetheTeddy off at his place.
Clara and Von went for a manicure.
Clara's nails are hot fuchsia while Von's are greyish purple.
According to Von, Clara took her "first" away.
Her first manicure experience, that is.
They were giggling like hyenas last night like it was no one else's business.
Oh and I became their hands after they finished their manicure for a while.
Didn't really mind though. Was amusing listening to their talks and giggles.
Then we fetched Paul from tuition.
Saw Jacelyn and Zoe there.
Screamed their names so loud I might have gave the other kiddos waiting there a fright.
Paul is currently discovering himself.
He made a new friend when we went over to Revelation located at Tmn Sentosa.
Drank Tom Yam soup and talked about relationships and infatuations.


PAG's starting tomorrow.
It's a church camp fyi.
Bet the kiddies are thrilled and excited.
Might even attended the Talentnite on Saturday.


Having extra Science class in school tomorrow.
Holidays? What holidays??


Till next time,
Say Goodnight and Go.

Lightened

Hello friends and readers alike.



You hurt me(not intentionally of course). I am aware that it's a joke. Heck, everything is always a joke for you. But even the best of friends have a certain line they draw between each other. There are certain unspoken rules that have been silenced for far too long. Anyhow, I haven't felt this kind of hurt in a long time. Prolly cause I've been living in denial for quite some time now. You're gonna lose some really precious things if this keeps up you know. But maybe you're just finding yourself like all the rest of us are trying to do as well.



After watching so many movies and comparing them to reality, I find it all overrated, exaggerating, confusing and -most of the time- one BRILLIANT lie. Perhaps it is because the furthest I've been away from home is Thailand, or rather the fact that I'm just a mere student still stuck attending secondary school, but almost everything in the movies are so well-arranged and expected. Cliche, some would say. I don't know about you guys, but it's getting kind of tiring to watch the same plots with different twists air over and over again on screen. No offence to anyone whatsoever, but I absolutely see no sense in horror films. Do these people take pleasure in claiming money for scaring the crap out of people? I'd like to think they're quite out of their mind to come up with ideas as such. Brr, just the thought of horror films makes my hair stand on its end.



Thanks WenLi mei for that talk we had after the email you sent me! We finally got things off our chest huh? Don't worry so much about what's to come to be, things will fall into the right place most of the time. Unless of course you haven't done your best to prevent the worst from happening. You're gonna do awesome things. Love you more than my calculator can count. =)



Note to Jack : A swedish dude bought me via a facebook application called "OWNED"!!! Will post the image for you to see soon. :D

Don't worry

Hello all.

So it's the start of a one-week holiday, but I won't be able to enjoy this holiday. Why, you ask? I've been washed away with past year papers as holiday work in preparation for "war". Guess I should stop complaining right about now, wouldn't want to make a bore out of this post. To all fifth-formers, hang in there! This will all be over before we know it, and the best thing is :

"Everything's gonna be okay."

Right Clara(who heard it from my sister Lorraine)?
Last lap babies, it's time to sprint and full steam ahead I'd say. Though I wouldn't say this would be the last exam you'll be taking so long as you live, but this might very well be the last exam you'll take with subjects you haven't got an interest for. So play hard and study smart!

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I like the people I sit in class with very much. There's Jess on my left, an empty seat on my right which my bag always hogs(which is very conveniently right by the back door of my classroom), Yi Ping right in front of me, with Pauline on her right and Sin Ying on her other side. The dynamic trio in front of me are the only volleyball players in my class, but they have a really tight bond for friendship. Sin Ying is one of the greatest few I've ever met since I started my secondary school life, hilarious, clumsy, insane and lovable girl; Yi Ping is been an athlete ever since I could remember knowing her, quiet and reserved at first, but I've been getting to know her better this year; and Pauline is this unpredictable laughing machine with all the funniest gestures and actions you'll never imagine even in your dreams. We converse in Mandarin most of the time cause we were all from Mandarin language-based primary schools. That must have been the reason why we were dubbed the title "MCA" by Mrs MJ, our Basic Economics teacher.
Anyways, we were about to head to the KH bengkel the other day when the trio started talking about personal hygiene. I swear, Yi Ping is one of the few people who are obsessed with personal hygiene. I mean, WHO PUTS THEIR BATH TOWEL DOWN TO WASH EVERY SINGLE TIME THEY BATHE WEI??? And the worst part is, apparently the whole family has this disorder. The bottom line is that 4 of us ended up laughing our heads off at Yi Ping cause Pauline was calling her an absurd person and made some weird jokes out of it. We turned up for class 15 minutes late cause Yi Ping and Pauline were laughing so hard in the classroom that they had to cling onto their chairs for support. It's really fun watching them converse, one of the few things that I find extremely amusing. Did I mention Sin Ying and Jess pick fights with each other all the time? Sure there's a lot of negative humour being thrown at each other all the time, but they're still as tightly-knitted as ever.
Thanks you guys for brightening my days in class! MCA wan sui! :D

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Caught 3 movies this past week.
Monday - The Mummy(the one with Jet Li as the dragon king bad guy dude)
Wednesday - 21(yes, I watched it again. Choi cute! Hee-haw xD)
Saturday - You Don't Mess With The Zohan(mad stuff this one)
And so it's safe to say, I AM BROKE.
Celebrating Jack's birthday a day earlier later today.[OMG it's 2.12am now]
JACK YOU ARE SO GONNA BUY ME LUNCH!!!

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Thanks Clara, for that random line you said to me during rehearsal just now and the big word you drew in my notebook. WOMBATS, SQUIRRELS AND CHUCK BASS!!!
Thanks Jack, for the past few days of hanging and the sadistic picture you drew in my notebook as well.
Thanks Serah, Joyce, Elfira, Dalbina and Yi Th'ng for drawing in my notebook! I'll take it out one day and cry when I think of you guys, and for that I thank you.
Thanks Jourdy and Vinny for replying my messages when it's really late at night.
Thanks Leroy and gang for hanging with me twice this week. It's too bad there weren't any tickets left for the cartoonized movie of Star Wars.
Thanks Mercy, Serah and Adeline for 21. *remember Choi steal everything in Vegas? lol*
Thanks Joyce, for being my bestest bestest bestest friend when I was weird on Friday. I'm sorry.
Feel better soon : Fanny, Cally Wally Pally, Jack, Joyce, Ceci, Nigel(cause his muscles are aching from doing 50 pushups lol), Vinesh, Mercy, Serah, Si Wei(real sorry about your book!) and everyone else who doesn't feel like they should.

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I guess you really forgot.
But I can't blame you.
You're running out of excuses,
While I'm running out of time.

Till Jackson's birthday outing+dinner is over,
"Don't worry about a thing,
cause every lil' thing's gonna be alright."
-Three Little Birds, Bob Marley

Flummery

Dear little foundling,

You aggrandize yourself too much. You fake sciolism, thinking others would take you for a wiseacre. You have become a bete noire, one who is avoided and kvetched about. You comport yourself with nothing close to shyness and hesitation. Hence the people have named you an extremely restive individual who flouts and hectors others. I pray that you won't not fall for the acts put up by those unreal myrmidons as I have told you many times of their false fronts. So please, dry your watery windows on your face already, abrogate this flummery and give us back that innocence of a child we adopted so many years ago. We miss you terribly.

Love,
Mama

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Cino my dog likes licking my legs. She licks them silly as if I'm some kind of tasty popsicle. And after she's done licking my toes she sleeps on my foot, numbing it within a few seconds.


I do not like Gossipgirl in books. Totally the opposite of the tv series, or the other way round.
How can Chuck Bass possibly be gay when he's like the only one worth swooning over in the tv series?! Omit the evil, always-turned-on side of him if you would, he's absolutely more preferrable compared to Nate Archibald hands down. I shall not say more because I'm very much aware of the dagger looks I must be getting from the fans of Chace Crawford. I am merely stating my views of the novel being a total spoiler compared to one of the awesome-st(is there even such a word?) tv series ever. Disappointing much.


Many thanks to Int. Serah and Int. Melanie as company for lunch on Friday. I love Mel's notebook, it's full of awesome recordings of her everyday of the year along with real life people reduced to lovable images of stick figures. Serah has my notebook this weekend, can't wait to see what she's drawn for me! :D


In the midst of getting my test papers back right now. Not exactly a feel-good period kind of thing I know, but we're almost done peeps! Hang in there for a lil while longer.


Have two weddings lined up for me as a violinist already. Can you see the big bucks rolling in already? Cause I can! The one in March will be up in KL, expecting no less than RM150 from that one. The one on 2nd May would be my cousin, Darren(also Max's mom's brother) who recently got his head permanently damaged PHD in Australia. He asked me to be emcee randomly the last time he was back in Malaysia. I don't think he meant it though. If I were to be the emcee, LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL. No need for words at all. Bring on the choreShow me the money!!!


I am officially Joyce's bestest bestest bestest bestest friend right now! She wrote so in my notebook. Apart from Ceci, Wit Lyn and Harveena as her other bestest bestest bestest bestest girlfriends of course. Poor Joyce, she's at home without any means of contacting people now. Cheer up babe! You won't be grounded forever. Who knows, a certain weird person might just fly by and save you soon enough. *wink*


Int. Mercy please get well soon! Hope you're well and drink lots of water! Miss having you out for lunch although we went on Wednesday with our prettiful(pretty+beautiful) senior, Janice joining us soon before Cally Wally Pally went back home. Cheap day! *claps like the fair-skinned sissified quiz master dude* Simon of CyrenE. XD


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29 more days to we start one of the battles(Trials) of the massive suffocating !@#$%#%^%*%^#@!#%$@%$$#*#$% war(SPM). Say your prayers babies, time to stop flipping and start reading. Prepare your brain cells for battle!



Let there be love;
Good day.

The Unreal

I flew by the nightlife below me.

There was so much of everything to see.

A sudden cold breeze left me shuddering in midair.Now stood a wide field and the cottage I call home 30 feet below where a little old woman stayed.

I dove down and went back on my perch, waiting for the old woman to come over and drop my now chirping children and weary wife.

What struck me was a dark mass lying on the floor with the clothes the human always wore.

I learnt to stand on my own two feet that very day.

~

Stumbled upon that little passage and found it very interesting.
It got me thinking all sorts of things. Hmm.
Below are a few inspirational quotes about following your dreams.
Enjoy.

Follow Your Dreams

I have spread my dreams beneath your feet. Tread softly because you tread on my dreams.
-W.B. Yeat

Go confidently in the direction of your dreams. Live the life you have imagined.
-Henry David Thoreau

All men dream but not equally. Those who dream by night in the dusty recesses of their minds wake in the day to find that it was vanity; but the dreamers of the day are dangerous men, for they may act their dream with open eyes to make it possible.
-T.E. Lawrence