Home bound

Stayed at home the whole day today after being out almost all day yesterday.
Didn't have a proper breakfast, lunch was a lonely one and went out for dinner.
House got struck by lightning(I think), saw sparks coming out from computer main switch on the wall.
Freaked and ran to maid along with Cino to feel unafraid.
I HATE rainy days with thunder and lightning.
The deafening sounds are freaky and watching lightning is beautifully horrifying.
I watched lightning once, while waiting for my dad who was about an hour late to pick me up from school.
By the time the rain started falling and thunder boomed its way into my fearful heart, I was stuck in the bus stop shelter, scared like crap and wet cause of the rain beating in.
Lucky it was only a trip within the main powerbox downstairs that cut off our electricity.
Found out I freaked for nothing, but I was still kinda jumpy.
At times like these I find having Cino around has helped me a whole lot.
I wonder how it would be if she weren't around anymore...

Caught "Speed Racer" late last night.
Quite an animated movie but I must say the race tracks were totally out of this world.
It's funny at some parts too.
But was kinda distracted cause it was freezing real bad.

I don't know why, I just can't help getting emotional sometimes.
By emotional, I mean, getting angry, or pissed, or sad, or even happy.
All sorts of emotions.
I miss those jokes though.
That joke showdown. That was downright hilarious.

On the way back from dinner today, I laughed myself to fits in the car.
Apparently mumsy wanted to go check on paps who was supposedly having a "tai-chi" lesson nearby our place.
Drove over to the area and saw a familiar move from afar which paps always does with a silly grin on his face at home.
Yet, from afar, EVERYONE looked so, well, wilted. Old.
So mumsy went nearer and I didn't see paps around.
So we went home instead.
My paps, he loves his fishes a whole lot. And I mean a WHOLE lot.
So while laughing my head off in the car and all, we were thinking maybe he was done and went off for a meal with his "friends".
When he came back about half an hour after we arrived home, he said he skipped the lesson and went over to one of his "friend"-'s house instead to feed the dude's fish.
Sometimes I wonder what he would be doing if not caring for his fishes.
Oh well, not a big surprise at all now is it?

My friggin msn won't sign me in.
I is no happy.
I want bites stuff.
Grrr. >=B

"This 'Pretend' game, will I get stuff out of playing it?"
You'll be one excellent actor if you can get it right.

Tomorrow's Friday.
Someone.
Please.
Bring.
Me.
Out.
Please.
='C

Rushes in my head

The lights are dim
You play your song
We stare at each other
All night long
Who ever said that
Silence feels wrong
What you and I share
Is a special bond


Let's play a little game!
It's called "pretend".
You familiar with it, no??


Picture this
You can either choose to :

Have a roomful of all your favourite stuff;

OR

Have your favourite person in the whole world with you.

Which would you pick, and why?


You know what?
I'm okay if someone says something nasty to me.
I'm not okay if that someone suddenly becomes nice and treats me as though nothing has happened.
It's like I did something wrong, but you're telling me I can't really help being so stupid.


I prefer to keep quiet nowadays.
First, I get to listen.
Second, I don't make things worse than it already is.
Third, I don't need to think of what I'll say next.


I've lost many friends
I've gained many friends too
Does this mean I'll lose my current friends and gain new friends in the future?


One whole uneventful day, coming right up

AHHHHH.

HAPPY 17TH SI WEI WEI !!!
[you're sooooo old now lol]





We're all just about done with exams.
As in, we're done with all the papers for now, but the exams ahead will come pretty soon I feel.
3 more major ones, two being the most important ones of our sec school lives...

Oh bother, we'll have fun when we can and whenever we want to! :D


Watched "The Chronicles of Narnia : Prince Caspian" today along with Merce, Shar Linn, Tracy, Si Wei and Agnes after having lunch with Shar Linn, Merce, Serah and Mel at Summer.
Food was as usual, hard to eat but awesome to consume.
Movie was okay, effects were quite impressive I must say.
Water dude ate the eviler-than-the-evil-king bad guy! *cheers*
The petal-lady character appeared again!
More 'ugly men' and shorties!
Cute mice too!
Had a good time laughing at the gay clothes, the facial expressions of one particular shorty, conversations with the cute swordsmanmouse and all else.
Fann fell in love with King Edmund, Tracy with the big flying griffins(?) and we were all quite fascinated by the whole movie actually.
Not that bad a movie, worth paying for a good laugh lasting for 2 and a 1/2 hours.


Please. Can you not treat me this way?
It isn't the first time and I'm peacock-head sure it won't be the last time.
Can't you see it stings for someone else when you do something?
When I saw you, I felt like crumbling into a little ball and crying my eyeballs out under a table or anything I could hide under.
You make me feel like poop by the littlest things you do.
You make me hate myself.


AHHHHHHHHHHHH.
Holidays are on for two weeks!
Look out, world, I'm going to get the economy moving a lil.
If you get what I mean. Teehee.


You gave me a dare, now watch me do it.

Lollipop

First things first,
Chenelle's "Hurry Up" is really starting to irritate me.
I'd choose Oasis' "Half The World Away" or Hellogoodbye's "Dear Jamie... Sincerely Me" over that song any day.
Some Opeth perhaps?
That'd be awesome to my ears.
Sakit telinga, all the ringing and all.


Ever got comments from your mum or dad that stabbed you right in the heart?
I get one almost every other day now that my elder sister's missing in action at home.
No one to talk to or scold other than the youngest brat at home, that must be horrible for my parents.
I have no idea why it happens, but everytime I get my hands on a new cell it either gets spoilt or well, get spoilt.
And every time that happens, even though it's bad enough that I have to mourn over the loss of the only little piece of technology I carry around everywhere with me, my dad accuses me of being "chu lu".
Fyi, it means unfeminine or clumsy in some ways.
Mumsy, on the other hand, says I have a smelly towel just because I hang it on my computer chair everytime I'm done bathing.
It might not seem like a big deal to any of you reading this, but it does hurt a teensy lil bit on the inside.
It gets me frustrated that they just speak their mind and after that they act as though nothing's happened and the whole world lives in peace.
And so, if you'll excuse me, I would like to scream and roar for a bit.


RRRAWRRRRRRRRRR !!!



AHHHHHHHH.
Sorry. They just make me feel like poop sometimes.
I'd rather feel awesome or something unpoopy, you know?

Anyways.
Did I tell you I saw a Musang sitting ever so relaxedly on the piece of glass of the airwell in my house?
Guess not.
It was BIG. MASSIVE. HUMONGOUS. WHOA MAN O_o
We, meaning mumsy, me and my maid, have no clue how it got into that part of the house since the bloody arseholic basketcase drunkerd contractor said our house was gonna be made of an enclosed area filled with thick walls.
It was bigger than my dumb pirate dog Cino for goodness sake!
Danggg.
And it had paws and claws and dark circles around its eyes and a tongue and everything!
Don't worry, I got mumsy to snap photos with her cell.
In the midst of all the squealing and screaming and pointing and gasping and all else of course
Now we all know where the crap it's left on the glass piece comes from.
That contractor's going down, down, down, down. [cue for blink182 music]

My internet connection is honestly weird.
It indicates it's connected on the modem, but when I click for my mozilla to load it says problem loading page, while my msn signs in like it usually does.
Then when I reboot the modem, the mozilla loads for about 3 pages, while my msn's stuck at the troubleshoot.
Then the modem goes even more cuckoo with the internet bulb thingy not lighting up.
I take in about 30 minutes of its 'tantrums' before it goes back to normal and very obediently connects itself to the internet with everything working.
Talk about machines having a mind of their own.

Poor Cino's getting a bad scolding downstairs.
I can hear mumsy ticking her off like Mahathir resigning from UMNO and getting all the other ministers to do the same.
It did happen I did, the latter I mean.
I heard something like that on the radio while I was taking my bath.
Politics, leave me out of it. Complicated as goo.

p/s : 3 more days, 3 more papers. All AFTER recess. Stupid schedules done by the system. Bah.

Pictures from baking day!

Everyone meet Cino, my dumbpirate dog C=

The ingredients

Beating the egg white

Clouds! [egg white actually]

Melting the hard 'hard butter' with our 'forces' within

The still very hard 'hard butter'

Rah & Ra dealing with parts of the beating machine
[which died halfway through beating the hard 'hard butter'
so we had to switch to doing everything manually,
meaning with our own hands and a mixing spoon =/]

Adding the egg yolks into the mixture

Adding the clouds into the mixture

Har. Har. Merce curi makan eh?

Ra feeding Rah. Apparently Rah looks horny to Merce. x]

Merce keeping a hold on the mixing bowl
[check out her face xD ]

Awesome golden stuff

The before & after shots

Sarah & my dumb dog
[while waiting for the 1st batch to come out]

Teehee

Apart from the four of us in the picture, Adeline and Cal were here too!
Unfortunately, the two presidents came a lil later and missed our shot together gether.
No worries, Adeline came over to sprinkle the chocolate rice and Cal for a sleepover with Merce and me after tasting our 'creations'. XD
Throughout the afternoon had lotsa fun with Merce and Rah laughing at this advertisement on Astro involving this weird nerdy dude and his abnormal actions.
Watched 'The Wedding Date' again.
We did panic halfway while mixing and beating and all, PLUS by the time mumsy came home our mixture was kinda watery.
When she came into the kitchen to save the day, first thing she said was :

"You forgot to add the flour"

and then she proceeded to laughing herself to fits.
We all started laughing too, even my maid who was trying to do everything for us.
Sarah went back home right after the first batch came out so her mum was lucky to get a taste of our baking.
Adeline went back too and much much later Cal arrived.
SOMEONE, who refused to bathe even though I asked her all day long, finally took a shower after Cal had hers and then we watched American Idol where the last female contestant got kicked out.
Cal was very happy when Ryan Seacrest announced the results even though we told her beforehand. Cute la she.
Three of us were quite tired so we turned in at 12am.
Which was very early for Merce, so she says. x]
Guess that's about all that happened last Thursday, can't remember anything else for now.


I've had a special guest with me since Thursday, Mr Migrain.
Doesn't seem as though he'll be leaving me alone anytime soon. ='C

Happenings of past two days

Hello all, Merce just left my house about 20 minutes ago so i haven't got my hands on the pictures from yesterday and today yet.






To Mercy : I'm sorry if I wasn't a good hostess and all. And for the fact that I made you come home with me earlier cause of a stupid dumbarse migrain/headache. Sorry a billion times over. ):

To the rest; Cal, Adeline & Sarah : I love you all heaps and thanks for coming over to brighten up my spirits! It was a good baking session. And we all tried out best to come together. Thanks and sorry if I was weird in any way.









Will take some time uploading all of them cause my comp really lags a whole lot
AND not forgetting the camera ran out of memory in school today.
Guess we like taking pictures a lil too much. x]










Pictures taken are solid evidence of many different things.
Kinship, friendship, memories, crimes, sceneries, you name it.
Sometime ago I stumbled upon a friend's blog after 3 months worth of not visiting it.
On her blog, I read "Too fascinated by Creations".
It got me thinking and I realized the best gift we've ever received from God other than life would probably be Creation.
I took a chance to take a good look at everything that happened today.
Cause watching our time left for sec school ticking away, I don't think I have much time left to 'record' and 'save' all these pictures in my mind.
Watched our class video Phoebe compiled today.
Apart from getting Jess emotional and all, what with all the happy couple's pictures(I won't say who x]), we've had some mad times in class, haven't we? (:
I enjoyed today a whole lot. Really.
Though SOMEONE very proudly landed us in a total frenzy for a while today,
SOME OTHERS involved got quite excited to show their friends their moves,
The ONE who helped while she was in the middle of something,
Even the ONES who were cheering us on though everyone was screaming their throats out.
I heard you people, even though the noise level was extremely magnified today, i wonder why, I felt and appreciate the support. You guys are very nice people, me like. :D And so,








THANKS A WHOLE MOUNTAIN PEOPLE.













" Sara : You rock Serah : You stone. "




Seriously, you guys rock my socks.
You can sorta tell how much you guys matter cause I'm typing this entry with a stupid migrain/headache bugging me. Bugger.
I had an awesome sec school life.
I wouldn't say everything's been great, not hitches and bumps and falls at all cause they happen from time to time, but hey, bring it on people! With all I have, what's gonna stop me? xD





Okay, I must apologize, I'm a teeny bit high right now.
Stupid headache. Poophead. Making me feel like poop. Pfft. Teehee.















Today's a special day.
Apart from being teachers' day, it's also a day I got my godsister, Wenli.
2 years worth and crying and bonding and laughing and joking,
We might not be the closest 'sisters',
We don't run around the whole school telling everyone we love each other a whole lot,
We don't hang out during recess at all,
And we certainly do not have heart-to-heart, let's-trash-things-out talks all the time.
I still love her to bits. I really do. Not in a wrong way. x]
She's not exactly one who gets teary and all.
She's a strong kid, even though she breaks from time to time, she prefers to do it alone.
She thinks she's poop and all sometimes, but she knows better.
I'm not always there for her, though I really want to be there, I don't want to make it harder for her when I'm not around for her anymore.
I hold back for fear that she might rely on me too much.
I step in from time to time to give her 'wake-up calls', or so she says.
But I really don't know how else to watch over her and stuff.
2 years.
Cool right? I know. x]
2 years.












To Wenli my mei, my rock, my kid who insults my taste of music sometimes, a little sister I always wanted to look out for :

Don't look back at what you haven't done if the task is overdue
Don't get frustrated if you can't make it for an event just cause you have to be somewhere else where you're needed more
Don't ever not tell me that you're sick and stuff, it hurt to not be one of the first to know
Don't think that I hate you, because I really don't
Don't assume that people will understand you without you showing yourself to them
And don't ever cry over someone, cause if you do cry, for one thing they're not worth the tears, but if you cry, I'd knock their faces inwards that others'd think the Click 5 sang a song about their ugly toothless mouths, "It's empty...".
Love you deep deep, just in case you ever forget. C=









p/s : Went Friday's with Merce, Mel and Swarh. NO mudpie. :'C Sorry if I made you guys broke and waste your money and stuff. SORRY INTERACTOR MERCY, INTERACTOR MELANIE AND INTERACTOR SERAH. ): I had fun goofing around with you girls and all. Love you three heaps!

15th May-Baking Day

Pictures regarding our very 1st Baking Day-cum-sleepover coming up soon.




Stay tuned.




In the meantime
we're watching American Idol
waiting for Syesha's butt to get kicked out.




Teehee.





We're in for a nightful of Bimbo Moments. :D

Just when you're about to get comfortable with reality,













WHAM.






It hits you right in the middle from the back.





It stings, but people are always going on about this better tomorrow right?




So you start wondering when this tomorrow will ever arrive.












WHAM.




Then something else hits you at the back.






Why hello there, my old friend, memories.




It's been way too long.

Tag

Got tagged by Julian dear my godbrother. >=T




Instructions: Remove 1 question from below and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post.

1. At what age do you wish to marry?
Who said anything about getting married.



2.If you can turn into anything, what do you wish you can turn into?
A star in the sky.



3. What job are you doing now?
I ain't got no job.



4.Where is the place that you want to go most?
Anywhere in Europe, provided I speak their language.



5.If you have one dream to come true, what would it be?
To have a future that'll allow me to be happy with what I'll be doing then.



6.Do you believe in seeing the rainbow after the rain?
I need not believe, it has been scientifically proven that rainbows will appear after rainfall.



7.What are you afraid to lose the most right now?
Basically all that I have.



8. What cheers you up for the rest of the day?
Some quality "quiet!-gimme-a-moment-to-breathe-and-think" time



9.If you met someone you love, would you confess to him/her?
Given my present situation, I seriously doubt so.



10.List out three good things of the person who tagged you.
Julian?
He's kept himself sane,
he's not entirely hopeless
and he's my godbrother.
He had to come together in a "package". Pfft.



11.What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
I don't think I'll ever get an other half, thanks very much next question.



12.What type of person do you hate the most?
People who assume and lie.



13.What would you do if you won a million dollars?
Dollars? As in USD?? I'd built myself a castle somewhere where I can experience all four seasons.



14.What is your ambition?
Anything that's got to do with music, that's me.



15.What would you wanna be after you're dead?
I wanna be someone who's at peace.



16. If you have a chance, which part of your character would you like to change?
Nothing. I'm me because it's me.



17. what is your favourite color?
Red. Black&white. Green.



18.What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Everything is important to some extent, most important, hmm, the relationship I share with everyone I know probably.



19.What happens if someone said something nasty to your face?
I'd gladly take the comment and do some serious reflection if it makes sense.

20.Do you believe that everything happens for a reason?

There's always a reason to what causes something to happen. So I guess yeah.



I tag :
No one. Bless us all for midyear.

~~~

5 things found in my bag
Pencil box
Brush
School books
Pieces of used paper
Tissue

5 things found in my wallet
IC
Money
Name cards
Receipts
Photos

5 favourite things in my room
Soft toys I sleep with
Pillows&Bolsters
All my junk (:
Books(other than school books)
Colour of my room

5 things I always wanted to do.
Eat as though I need not care about my size
Make and perform my own music
Scream at the top of my lungs and have no one care about me when I do so
Be that someone others tell me I can be/am(but still not quite there yet)
Find someone that really wants to listen to me blabber about nonsensical nothings


5 things I'm currently into
Horrible jokes, as in real bad ones
Driving myself insane
Famous amos cookies
Music with good lyrics and a good tune
Anything and everything except my studies unfortunately


List out the top 5 presents you wish for
[Believe me I KNOW I'm materialistic but here goes]
A portable music player I can bring around and put in my pocket everywhere I go
Clothes clothes clothes
Accessories
A new cellphone
& the last one I'm still in the midst of thinking


The person who tagged you is : Jourdan Tay Peng Jiang


Your 5 impressions of him/her
weird, funny, very unpredictable dude who seems like a maniac when he starts drumming


Tag 5 people:
No one. Again.

I proudly present you...

Time : 3.34pm
INTERACTOR Mercy, SueLynn, here's the IU post as promised. =P

Everyone, meet Interactor Karishma our junior.
She is very proud of herself, obviously due to something she'd done.
Regarding what she'd done, that I don't wanna know. x]

Interactor Kari says,
"Prepare to be amazed by some jaw-dropping action today!"
(dated 25th April 2008)
[she was actually trying to look sexy for SueLynn who was taking her photo]

First up before the start of the event, we have our friendly Board of Directors(BODs) lingering around the entrance to usher the guests.
In the midst of welcoming people, they even had time for Maths!

First take 2 pweedy people.

Add 3 to your original number.

And you get 5 drop-dead gorgeous Interactors-cum-BODs waiting to welcome you !!!

Start of Event

Interactor Mercy, our IU Director, with her speech-cum-presentation

Our pweedy and full backdrop

The decorations at the back of the hall
[The car Interactor Serah and Interactor Mercy drove over to my corner in the hall to 'jemput' me for makan or something like that C=]

The Interactors in the midst of their presentations
[sorry the pictures are a bit pixel-ated ='/]

Games and photo-taking session

You were one lucky dude, Interactor Ben. lol

There's Interactor Ben again.

And AGAIN. xD

I was playing too! With Interactor Suba, Interactor Julia and myself.
SueLynn came over and decided to snap a picture of us so we gave her a silly shot to take.

Me and my new-found friend, Interactor-cum-IU-director-of-SDJ Melissa (:

The SDJ clan. Oh look, it's Interactor Ben. AGAIN.

~~~

Starting from here it's all the group photos.
With and without the guests altogether.
Enjoy! C=

The nice nice group photo

One of the first few candids of CICJB
(look at Interactor Julia pointing off somewhere lol)

SueLynn getting ready for her haunting duties
(check out Interactor Yi Th'ng's mouth)

Another candid of CICJB
(we look like frantic chickens as though a bomb's about to hit us)

Candid of the whole group

A close-up candid of CICJB
(try and spot me)

This is us, CICJB, expressing our thanks from one and all. Guests and Interactors and Rotarians alike. Awesome job people! Hope we did "Progress Through Service"! (:
Hey all, so that was our 21st International Understanding Day.
Everyone gave their very best and put everything together!
A good effort with an awesome outcome.

Form 5s,
we're gonna be airborne real soon.
Had a fantabulous time with every single one of you.
Won't ever forget all the times we've had as long as I live.
Unless I get amnesia when I'm real old and white-haired and knitting at home everyday.
That's if I even get to live till that long.
You guys rock my socks. Just in case you didn't know.


That, was one AWESOME day. C=

p/s : Does anyone have the formal pictures? Can't find any of them with anyone. =/ Let me know if ANYONE has them. Thanks!
Time : 5.42pm