Thursday, April 30

joy ceLLS.

picture taken on 18th of October, 2008 at Wit Lyn's place.
[from left : Harv, Ceci, Sara, Merce and Joyce]



Today is the day Joyce turned 18.
EIGHTEEN! =D

Known as my bestest bestest bestest bestest bestest(5 times kay) friend,
Joyce has been one heck of a person to know.

It was pretty awesome cause you asked me out to spend the day with you.
I acted as though I forgot it was your birthday the whole day. lol. I apologise if you're mad at me.
I'm really(times infinity) honoured, so

Happy 18th Birthday Joyce!


Met up at about 10.27am in MPH where they display the globes, where we were both smiling like maniacs cause it's been a long time. Had a drink at Starbucks that came with a nice loooong talk and walked around. Ate our very late lunch at Secret Recipe where Ceci joined us just before we asked for the bill. Then we walked, took pictures and laughed around before leaving Joyce with her mum in the jewelry shop downstairs.

Thanks for hanging today, having that talk, buying stuff with me, the laughs, pictures and all else. It was really nice to see you and we'll hang again soon! Hugs. *grins*

p/s : Don't forget to tell me what's happening with you and all. I'm really horrible at keeping in touch with people.


"Tell me your secrets, nurseask me your questions."
-Coldplay

Monday, April 20

A short mathematical reasoning lesson

Premise 1 : It's always a joy talking with old friends.
Premise 2 : It's always a joy joking with old friends.
Conclusion : Talking and joking with old friends are always a joy.


Take this evening for example, Adeline and me were im-ing each other on Msn. The issue at hand is Sylar(the villian from Heroes)'s THICK eyebrows.


a d l n says:
aiya if natural oso can go shave

a d l n says:
rite?

Sara sOng : Chasing all of the rain away. says:
he likes robin thicke la. wanna have THICKEyebrows.



Gosh, I crack myself up sometimes.

Sunday, April 19

Hothothothothot


Had my bath, went downstairs for dinner and watched 2 movies on Astro before returning to the computer and reading this :


Alven says: NO WONDER NEVER RAIN SO WARM LA !! ALL YOUR FAULT !


I'll have to admit, I didn't quite get why my cousin was so upset until I noticed what my MSN nickname said :


"Sara sOng : Chasing all of the rain away."


Lol, sorry Ven. I guess song lyrics have found a way to turn into reality.
On a lighter note, the sun has been quite a psycho these days huh? Blazing without rest and all. Where has all the evaporated water gone?



"We'll go all out, guns ablazing."

Friday, April 17

Of the has-beens and what's to come


I've been told ever since I could understand words that every step I take will form what's to be one day. Every decision, every action, every word have I uttered and every emotion that has ever probed my heartstrings, they have all been compiled into my life; my story. All the possibilities in the world are merely waiting to unfurl. Sure the road ahead seems a little too dark for me now, but I'm sure we're all going to survive just fine. And even though it's inevitable that I'm going to change, no matter for better or worse, I'm quite sure I am going to miss this me today(ring a bell, Clara?). After all, we're all here for some reason, though we might not be aware of whatever it is just yet. Let's just wait and see what happens shall we?


"I brave fire and I brave rain."
-Evan and Jaron

Thursday, April 16

Secret


I broke the fall of the rain as they landed on the raincoat. In return, they splashed away in drops, tinier than they already were. How silly it must have looked in the eyes of others, a girl in a raincoat freezing as the rain continued. I shuddered involuntarily, taking in a sharp breath at the same moment. It seems everything is being washed, but everyone else passing me by don't seem to notice. It's like a secret. One of which only the rain and I share.



"Quit crying your eyes out."
-+44

DnA overloaD

It's all a blur.
You used to be the discipline of the house, the one who hated noise. I always thought you disliked me among us all, probably cause you never once failed to shout my name out of us. I found out what you had done, and when I questioned the other party, the truth was kept from me still. At that time it was no wonder to me why you were always so distant and proud, so near yet unreachable. I tried to show you how much I liked you despite all the negativity you gave me. I remember once during what I regarded a special day you lashed out at me just cause I was doing two things at the same time. I even thought you despised me at one point. I was never good enough, careful enough, quiet enough, inactive enough, nice-looking enough. Heck, I've tried. I've given, maybe not my all, but a fair bit to keep this up. Sure you're cool at times, but when it hurts, Christ it really does hurt. I really don't think I can do this anymore. In any case, I'm sorry I'm not good enough and I haven't tried hard enough in your eyes.



You know how we humans tend to do things for others, wanting to keep their best interests at heart, that sometimes we do too much and end up pushing that person too far?

I get it.
Papa, Mummy, everyone else.
I really absolutely do.
That you're all trying to help me out.


But this time, you really have gone too far.



"I know you don't know me, but I love you."
-Big Fish

Sunday, April 12

Unbreakable


The cracks are showing
I can barely hide them
The harder I try to keep
The more composure I lose
But I will not let it control me
I am,
for as long as I can be,
unbreakable.


"Nobody said it was easy."
-The Scientist, Coldplay