Sunday, April 29

Bone-tired, Butted-out.

This post will include two major events i have attended for the past two days, 27th and 28th of april 2007.


But first, my room in my newly-renovated-for-only-4-months house.





Now you see my sis, von.











Hey! She's gone! It's magic, i say.









This is where my body regains its energy by an activity we all carry out, sleep.








This, is the pile of books that I DO NOT use. Imagine the amount i do use.







Moving on,
Friday was our school's Convent Interact Club(CIC)'s 20th International Understanding Day. This year's theme was SPAIN.






This is US. CIC









This, is the backdrop. Everything was made by us interactors and us only. With suitable materials and amazing talents, this is the result of weeks of preparation.









group 1. the crazy hilarious ec dance group.










group 4. our perfecto she-bangs dance group.










The band.











Last but not least, the cheerleading performance by CHARM-all stars at 2.30pm and 3.30pm at city square, JB today, 29th april 2007.





Their routine.











And another.












One bloody awesome stunt.












And one more on the routine.













And the pose.








CHARM-all stars consists of 50 members, of which 30 are active. The group just returned from representing Malaysia in Japan, where they emerged as 3rd runner-ups. Pros. That's what these people are. And we took pictures with them! will be in my next post. gawd these things take a whole lot of time. =))

Friday, April 27

IU!

Mumsy and Papa says i'm tiring myself out. i guess i am. which explains why i'm falling sick already. headaches tease the back of my brain, my throat feels really sore, plus my nose is totally jammed up with goo-ey stuff you-don't-want-me-to-name-for-you.


So, today was a big day for all us convent interactors of Convent Interact Club (CIC), Johor Bahru. We held our 20th International Understanding Day today, 27th april 2007. It was a huge success with all the dances and performances by all of us. We really worked our asses off so yeah, we DO feel good. As always, we have a reputation to hold up and a standard to maintain. I guess we did pretty awesome. More updates soon. =))

Friday, April 20

Hold Up.





We're on different tracks, you and I.






Where you're at now, I can't even see you.
Slow down for a bit, wait up for me.
Then maybe, just maybe, when you fall, I'll just be right beside you to pick you up.
Then maybe we'll continue going through everything together.


It's not the big things you do to me that affect me,
It's the little things you do for me that matter. =)

Tuesday, April 17

from wendy, the dude.

First Quiz
1. List 3 things you see when you look to your left:
i) Von's room.
ii) Towel rack in von's room.
iii) Curtain above the towel rack in von's room.

2. List 3 things you see when you look to your right:
i) Parent's room.Because Wendy M
ii) Tv in parent's room.Amaz
iii) The antena on the tv in my parent's room.

3. List the last 3 places you ate out at:
i) School canteen
ii) Church [brought my lavender bun there to nibble on]
iii) School canteen

4. List the last 3 things you bought:
i) Oneh-oneh from canteen
ii) Currypuff from canteen
iii) Choco bun from canteen

5. List the last 3 songs you listened to:
i) You - evanescence.
ii) This ain't a scene, it's an arms race - fallout boy.
iii) Superman - five for fighting.

~~~

1. What are your four favorite beverages?
i) 100 plus.
ii) Sprite.
iii) Ice blended lemon from roibo.
iv) Iced Mocha from either Coffee Bean or Starbucks.

2. What are your four favorite tv shows?
i) Pimp my ride.
ii) Whose line is it anyway?
iii) Spongebob squarepants!
iv) Blues Clues.

3. What are your four favorite desserts?
i) Choco!
ii) Icecream.
iii) Honeydew(s).
iv) Watermelon(s).

4. What are your four favorite hobbies?
i) [Insert anything to do with music here]
ii) [Insert anything to do with music here]
iii) [Insert anything to do with music here]
iv) [Insert anything to do with music here]

5. What are your four favorite musicians?
i) +44.
ii) Muse.
iii) Evanescence.
iv) Hellogoodbye.


Second Quiz

Type your first name and the word "needs" in Google and copy the first ten results. Too funny! If you do this meme, please share your funniest results in the comments.

1. Sara Needs A Loving, Playful Home - News Story - KGTV San Diego
2. Sarah Needs Us in Jane TV on JANEMAG.com
3. SARA
4. Tegan from Tegan and Sara | Three Imaginary Girls
5. Sara's Spot: What Do You Need?
6. Rabbis For Human Rights » » Hayye Sara: Needs common to all humanity
7. Prison Break casting: Sara needs a lawyer?
8. YouTube - Prison Break 2.22 - Sara needs to see Michael
9. CIO - Be Better Than You Really Are
10. [DOC] SUPPORTED LIVING PLAN FOR SARA ALEWIFE

oookaayy. thanks a whole lot to wendy! she tagged me since 30th march but i didn't know. sorry 'dude'. hee. my turn to tag! whee~ =))


I TAG :
von
wenli
buddie Agnes
Suba



psst! over here! it's wenli&sara's 11-month anniversary! *huggies to dear wenli*

Saturday, April 14

Bring It Back. All Of It.

They're all back to normal. It came back. All of it.

Ask me whether i'm happy, and i'll tell you.





I'm The World's Happiest Person Alive Right This Moment!





To all those who are hurting on the inside, i'm bleeding alongside you. I'm just not showing it, but i'm happy for now anyways. Why?
Because someone once told me to appreciate what we have at this moment and not worry about what is to come till it happens.
Hugs to all who tried to cheer me up.
People like Von, Suba, Agnes, Eva-K, Jenny, Vanessa, Rachel, Kimberly G, Wenli, Janice, Zoey, SueLynn, Dalbina, Jess, Witlyn, Denise, ALL.
THANK YEW from the bottom of my jantung. *huggies*





Eat fish. To avoid cramps.


Hee.






p/s: happy birthday to baby max(15th april)! you're two!

pp/s: happy birthday to pope benedict the sixteenth(16th april)! you're older but much wiser! *hugs*

Monday, April 9

Then there were dark clouds.

Happy moments never last forever.
For us, happy moments are just the calm before the storm, the sun before the rain.
Each and every time you have fun, there're always consequences in the end.
Like when you had so much fun perfecting your throwing skills for softball, that you broke a window?
Or how about when you went to a practice and had so much fun with another that in the end you were said to be 'not serious' and playful?
Remember the time when you chose your friends over family members and came home to a place that felt like an ice age just hit it?
Well, sometimes when we don't think straight we tend to go the wrong way.
So long as we turn back and steer ourselves into the right lane, we'll turn out alright.
But sometimes when there is a need to explain, all of a sudden you just don't feel like talking anymore. You just don't feel like caring about how others treat you anymore.
You're just tired out. Drained of any source of energy. An empty shell. A hollow shell.



If you're looking for an apology, then i'm sorry i didn't take your side of the fork.
If you're looking for a sign of repentance from me, i am hurting on the inside.
If you're looking for one who has made a huge mistake at making others hurt but hurts on the inside herself more than anything, you've found your right person.
Don't believe me? You just don't see me. I'm angry enough at myself already.
Thank you for what you have done, and what you haven't done. I really appreciate it. I really do from the bottom of my heart. But the words, they're just stuck in my heart. They can't resurface, it's too hard for me.

I'm learning. I'm growing. I'm sorry for being me.


p/s: I attended the Rivermaya concert on sunday, 8th of april 2007. Pictures coming up, need to get 'em from dear wenli. Rivermaya's reall good live and on record! =))

Wednesday, April 4

The Outcome Of Composing.

a little short something i wrote today :


Until this flame burns out, we'll keep shining through.
For all the others, we'll light up their darkness too.
For on this day, we seek the truth.
Look above you, beyond that roof.

What do you see?
The shadows flee.
What do you hear?
They tremble with fear.
What do you smell?
Oh, this is such hell.
Pay attention now,
Can you hear the sounds?

Sunday, April 1

Unwinding The Twisted.

I have always loved watching the rain fall, even though i thought heaven was crying.
It always gave me a feeling as though i was letting sometihng out just by watching the droplets fall unto the ground.
And i never really minded all the wetness and gloom of it all.
It seemed as though every time it rained it was telling me to keep holding on,
Because there'd always be a rainbow in some corner right after it ended.
As though after the downs we face, everything would turn out fine after that.

Is it wise for me to hold on to that thought?
Is it wise to just dream once in a while?

Even if it weren't, i would keep these thoughts coming.
Because these are the few ones that help me get through my days.
All the love from my family especially, and friends and dear ones,
They are the ones who provide me comfort and shelter when it's all gloomy and cold.
I may not show that i appreciate all this, but i do, a whole lot.

That's me,
taking things for granted until i lose them & the chance of expressing a single word of thanks.
That's me,
assuming i'm giving it my all already when i haven't even tried.
That's me,
staying up at night, just staring at the ceiling and thinking. just thinking.
It's me,
who will always harbour thoughts no matter where i go or who i meet.


because, i think.

cautiously she takes another step,
what she doesn't consider is its depth.