another weekend's here....

i feel horny 2dae!!!


until this piece of shyt came&spoilt it ALL.....EVERYTHING....EVERY SINGLE THING TT MADE ME feel horny SMILE WAS RUINED BY DIS BREATHING THING!!!


gosh i hate feeling dis way...but tt piece of dung is reli starting to annoy me...&if dis goes on,i'll juz BURST!!!![KABOOM!!!!]juz lyk dat....


plz forgive my rudeness frm above...if i haf offended anyone out der,my apologies to u all...



p/s:choir camp 2mrw&sunday frm 8am-5pm...let's kick some baboon ass!! XD




Icefights,SprayedAndGlitteredButterflies&Green-paintedLeaves,
cookie_monsta

moodless

dunch haf much tym now so i shall juz write one sentence:



CONVENT INTERACT CLUB ROCKS BIG TYM!!!!OK NOT BIG!!!A HELL OF A TYM!!!!




upset-ers&plainstupiddumbguys[screwuall],
cookie_monsta

blown away

i'm back again...it's bin 4eva since i laz blogged...wanna know wad's bin happenin 2 me life these few days?read on...


monday,assembly was cancelled!![yayness]but after tt cik mas liana(de tcher yg bertugas de past week)said it was postponed to thurs...[sien diao sial...]so we went back 2 class&crapped here&there...right after getting de I.U.day tickets frm interactor shameen...[muz b formal abit in case got seniors come here..>_<''']so she gave us 3 tickets each wid its numbering&evrytin&instructed us tt de money was to b passed to her 2 weeks b4 I.U. itself..it went fine..notin unusual happened..[i tink]went for tuition in de afternoon as usual..


tuesdae,nth much oso lor...stayed back 4 interact duty cuz I.U. coming soon...touched up de elephant&cut de leaves&everytin...damn tiring lar...but worth it...^_^alota tchers didnt come in class during de morning cuz got netball competition..so..had fun in class lar..altho still got a few die die want to masuk class...went back home at 5.30pm...got scolded by mum in car cuz i told her come at 5pm...i was cleaning up ma!!!no other seniors der edi left de few of us oni wad u expect me to do?!!toot...den reach home edi i watch my fav chinese drama 'marmalade boy' den i went upstairs to bateh...den on my way to my room to take my clothes my mum call me to de comp room...so i go in lor,den she ask whether i noe how 2 copy a cd den burn it anot den i say no....den she continue her things&i go take baju to bateh lor....den after i bateh i go check on her cuz she damn dong at comps one ma....den my dad came back&was playing de other comp edi...den mum went to bateh...so i decided to help lor...den i sat down on de comp chair...den plus earlier tt dae interactor stephanie chang asked me to get de music&de perfomance ready ma...so i had to prepare lorh..so i went&open de media player&tried to sing along lor...den my dad look at me one kind...but i tak kesah&continued wid my own stuff ma...den after tt i was watching my mum's music oso...was being converted 2 mp3 den oni can burn ma...den all converted edi den i ask my dad wad to do lor...den he say this&that den lyk dat lor,den u click here&that one will pop out den this will lyk this&lyk dat.....bla bla bla...den i click here click der lor...den after tt i click de nero lor...den it ask 2 add de songs ma...so i go find lor...but tt one i edi now but my dad keep telling me wad to do...so i sabar oni lar...i was quite pissed bout mummy scolding me edi...den after tt he keep telling me do this do tt that i finally bue tahan den i told him,'wait can anot?!!de comp slow lar...'in chinese larh...den he suddenly started shouting i so damn rude nowadays...duno wad bla bla bla lar...den my mum juz finished her bath sumore den she oso come in de room&start rattling about my nonsense lar...no respect larh...disthat...i got so mad tt i rushed outta de room&b4 i knew wad i did tears had started to roll down my face...i cried for about 20 minutes while watching another show...it was showing how dis guy wanted to go overseas&he wanted de girlfren to go wid him but de galfren didnt wanna go cuz her wine company was facing difficulties...den he scolded her&told her how disappointed he was&all de crap in de whole wide world...den she said she was sorie but she reli cudnt leave&duno wad crap lar...den mum came down...i tried to hide my sniffles but my dumb nose nvr got betta after tt cold i got since exam....so i was sniffling all de way lar...den she left without a word...den i continued to cry sumore...den after 8 dad came down&we didnt mutter a word also&tt made me start again....den at night von came back looking reli tired..so i packed my bag for wednesday while she was bathing...den i was feeling quite upset so i went upstairs without saying a word to my mum or dad...so i brushed my teeth as fast as i could&entered my bedroom but when i went in i cried AGAIN...von fell asleep juz when i wanted to tell her bout wad happened throughout de day...man,tt was reli enuf edi...i cried frm 10.30-12+am...&i still cudnt sleep...so i stared at de ceiling wondering whether 2mrw de fights wud get betta or worse...


wednesday,I GOT A FRIGGIN JAB FOR DUNO WAD GUMS THINGY!!!!DAMN PAIN WEI!!!WADETOOT LAR!!!my arm laid on my left side motionlessly as i held de cotton unto my arm while fighting back my tears...agnes took de jab right after me...den we both,de last two of our class to take de jab,went up to class while chatting...b4 coming upstairs,pn nur azimah told me to call de whole class down to de lab for science...so i told our class monitor lor...den i went back to my seat 2 take my books&agnes did de same...den after tt we both went&line up outside our classroom,de corridor der...den dis is wad agnes&i said:

agnes: ei sara,i feel dizzy lerh...
sara: eh!u ok anot?nid go science lab one lerh...
agnes: i duno..i juz feel very dizzy...
sara: haiyar..u alwiz lyk dat one lar...
[agnes: pencil box drops onto de floor]
[sara: looks at pencil box&moves to pick it up,frm corner of eye notices,'eh!why agnes lyk senget one side one ar?'looks at agnes as she falls face down on de floor]
sara: omg!!!agnes u ok anot?!!WEI!!!WAKE UP!!!!@#$!@#%R$#@^%$^#@!$ someone get help!!!
eunice: omg!!agnes!!wad happened?!!
[agnes: twitching&lying on de floor...]

suddenly three form 4 st johnners rush to de scene wid puan vasantha in front of them...
pn vasantha: girl!are u okay girl???someone get her some water!!
[st johnners: carry her down to sickbay]

scary right?!!!maybe not for u larh...BUT MY BUDDIE WEI!!!STUPID LARH...I DIDNT CATCH HER!!!SHE FALL ON DE FLOOR U KNOW HOW HARD ANOT?!!HEAD KNOCK TILL ONE LOUD SOUND WEI!!!>_<'''i sho damn friggin guilty...bluekbsides tt nth much happened larh...oh ya!!i went cs to watch i not stupid too...& wadeva larh....


thursdae,had skul...very lil tchers also...sit in class&crapped...had interact meeting...left for tuition at 2.15pm...was tired as usual....got scolded by mum&dad again...for wad reason i didnt even pay attention in hearin...


fridae,still lil tchers...got back almos all of my test papers...i failed my sejarah...i duno how i'm gonna tell mum...she'll freak for sure...start scolding me...forbid me to go out...den i'll juz die at home lyk any other teenage kid...


saturdae,had visit to SKPE[princess elizabeth blind skul]which was organised by interact club...had fun...i planned de games all by myself altho harveena&i were supposed to do it 2gether...de kids had fun...de interactors too...&altho we were all tired...we all felt it was worth it cuz de contentment we got juz sort of replaced de tired feeling in me...so all went well...[hani's so damn friggin cute!!faredah's juz so big&she's a fastlearner!!]afternoon arrived& it was tym to go back home...we said our gudbyes to de children&they thanked us for de gud tym we gave them...den mum&von picked me up frm SKPE&told me tt we were gonna haf lunch wid pearl,unclewong&aunty mag to celebrate pearl's bdae...of cuz,my lil baby nephew max had to tag along cuz he's gonna b one in 3 weeks...they had 2 bring his toys&evrytin...crap larh...den went church&den julian's partie...alota things happened at julian's bdae partie...a lot....loads


sunday..went for tuition...usual lar...wadeva..no mood 2 rwite anymore...



lies&secrets&shoulders,
cookie_monsta

yesterdae

ytd i watched i not stupid too wid ceci,elean,ian&korkor...&wad i've learnt is as follows:

• our parents dun really understand us do they?
• ok fine...well...maybe sometimes they do understand a lil...
• but most of de tym i juz feel lyk shutting my room door&locking myself in it forever&ever&ever...
• blogging can really let one express his/her feelings...lyk how shawn lee did in de movie...
• violent behaviour scares de living hell outta me...
• joshua ang is still&will alwiz b de cutest singapore actor i've ever known!!
• shawn lee's not THAT bad also larh...
• parents can b reli weird&unreasonable...juz lyk mine...
• but at de same tym,they can b de best angels on earth as well...
• oh well...call me cwazie...i dun care..i'm juz making a statement here...tt mayb parents can be&can't b as terrible or gud as we tink...any agreeable ppl out der?drop me a tag will u?it'll b much appreciated...

oh ya,i've learnt also that korkor is damn restless when he's watching movies as well...he cant sit still for 5 mins...changes his position evry chance he gets...&yes,his hp DAMN FREAKING CANGGIH!!!no fair no fair....>_<'''& he's damn friggin farnie oso... =) i miss ytd's outing already...changi was supposed to come also but he didnt turn up cuz he's BROKE...haiz...anyways...de original plan was to go tebrau city,jusco at night for de funfair...or mayb for a movie...den after tt our dear mr tay's parents,mr&mrs. Tay[respectively] had to go 4 dis dinner at night....so was changed to afternoon outing at cs lorh...so i turned up der at lyk 12.45 when we were supposed to meet at 12.30...so de nite b4 i told cc we wudnt decide on a meeting place so tt we could test whether we had fate to meet each other...lol...so i stupidly walked arnd de whole of cs when i finally realized mayb they hadnt reached yet...so,without my hp obviously,i made my way to de nearest phonebooth,level 2...den i called ceci's cell...she said she was still in her dad's car wid elean....WTH?!!so i was lyk,erm..okay..i wait for u larh...wer's ian&korkor?den she was lyk,oo...ian reach edi...he walking arnd..ur korkor duno wer larh...u call him lorh...so i decided to try my luck again&i walked arnd cs AGAIN....den walk walk walk...aiyar!tired larh!so i headed for de level 3 phonebooth&called korkor...below is de convo i had wid him over de fone:

Sara:KORKOR!!!coming edi not?wer u larh?!!
Kor:haiyor...u reach edi ar?wer de others all?
S:ceci all haven come yet larh...i alone lerh!faster come lar!!!wer u?!!
K:aiyor...coming edi larh...i still at home wei..[sien diao]
S:kay kay!!faster come!!
K:eh!u got money not?u go buy de tickets first larh...
S:i no haf enuf money larh!!faster come!i wait at mcd!cepat!
K:kk...bye...
[hangs up]

farnie right...they all sitting happily evrywer except cs when it's aredi almos half an hour past de meeting tym...lol...haiz...so i waited impatiently in mcd lorh...sitting alone in mcd,level 2 can b quite scary i wanna point out...ppl juz keep staring at u as if they wanna say,wad's wid u larh...no fren one...muz b a freak...go away larh!let us haf de damned table...>_<'''i was lyk trying to look all strong&silent...trying 2 show de come one more step closer&i'll bite ur friggin head off kinda face...actually it did work a lil...cuz after tt de ppl juz went back looking at their delicious food...which i was admiring so desperately cuz i hadnt had my lunch yet...


aiyar...next tym oni write...talking to ngky on de fone right now!!lol...buaix ppl...


p/s:skul reopening 2mrw...results coming...bluekness



raindrops&candles
cookie_monsta

days tt past by....

WEATHER HOT LYK HELL AR!!!CAN RAIN ABIT AR??


had wedding dinner on saturday,didnt go 4 mass...richard's wedding at pekin restraunt,service was lame...yes LAME...food was abit too salty...air con was freezing...lol


sunday,went for 7.45am mass...den went 4 tuition...den dad oni picked me up at 12.40 when tuition ended at lyk,12...[crap sial]den dad went n buy my mammam...waited for ages...>_<'''i tink was lyk erm...half an hour mayb?>_<'''den went back home n ate...den called cc n she said confirm cannot go...so tooo bad...>_<...anyways...was supposed 2 meet shaun n buy him his bdae present...his bdae was on saturdae btw...den he said ok lorh...go out den go out larh...but after tt,went hunting for him oso cannot find...i almos cried...so i use public fone n call lorh...*my hp is DEAD...i repeat:DEAD...do not call it or msg it bcuz u wud oni b wasting ur $$$*den he said he on my floor...so i hunt sumore lorh...den find find find saw him wid his dad n brother,mark...SIEN DIAO~!!!!!!!!!!!ARGH!!!!ANGRY SIAL!!!!!den i so damn freaking angry i go buy roibo cool myself down.... = / den in de end i wlak alone here n der....i tink i walk 6 times of de whole city square tt dae....stupid sial....den i go visit my jie's shop...she working ma...den i wanted to buy new bodyglove backpack but she say not worth it...haiz...so i go buy gary's new album lorh...DAMN NICE I TELL U!!!!DAMN FREAKING NICE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!his voice so soothing....lol...i'm very happie tt i bought tt album...but in comparison wid jay,of cuz i prefer jay all de way larh!!!^_^anyways...den i went n look 4 storybook cuz got nth else to do...den i spotted dis book called,What My Mum Doesn't Know...looked quite interesting larh...so i bought it anyways....i tink gonna start reading 2mrw after i finish regina's fruitti tutti 2nite..hopefully can finish it larh....den can read my new book!!yayness...at nite went cs again...cuz living quarters got closing down sale....reason?simple...lemme tell u:
orng dari singapura telah membeli 'share' drpd orng yg mempunyai city square...oleh sebab hendak lebih keuntungan,mereka telah bercadang menaikkan harga sewa...babi ni semua...awak fikir jb ade banyak orng kaya ke??BAKA...shame on u all...>_<'''


den ytd was real boredom...stayed home 24/7...bue tahan sial...den go on9 lorh,de oni thing i can do...so on9 on9 on9 till my eyes go bonkers!!lol...no larh...den went for tuition lorh...i've bin having flu n cough for lyk,since laz tues so i was damn freaking pissed larh....plus chee gave back science test...madness...peter gave me his geog n english hmwk 2 do 4 him...lol...since i so free...[me n my big mouth...oh well...i untung wad...he himself wun noe how 2 do during de next tests..lol]screw me... = )


den 2dae me went 2 skul lorh...had interact stuffies 2 do...i cut de damn freaking cardboard till my right hand red lyk a tomato wei!!!TOMATO!!!siao one...tt stupid cardboard so damn thick....u now how thick?hold out ur finger n point to ur left horizontally....THAT THICK!!!! ='/den cut lyk hell lorh....they go make de shape a bit funny farnie one den i oso cut till go farnie funny one...lol...but one thing i haf learnt 2dae frm one of my seniors by de name of sujen,EVERY SINGLE THING MUST B PERFECT & SAME & UNCRUMPLED...n i for one envy her for that...i cant stand crumpled things either...especially paper...perfect as in when u cut de papers muz b de same size...we tried larh...we really did...>_<'''so it was tiring...but it was for interact!!!so muz give it my all!!!yeapz!!!*terlalu semangat-ed...*



p/s:2mrw will b another day in skul doing all de hard work!!!kambateh!!!^^


"service above all"



cardboards,blades&scissors,
cookie_monsta

crap

as i may haf mentioned so far,i'm awfully forgetful...i was made dis way so i shall not say anytin negativeanyways,i cant believe i'm saying dis but tuition was actually fun on thurs...weird right?god i muz b going mad or maybe it's my mind...><'''

guess wad happened?lol...oni one other person noes wad made me interested in my laz tuition class...n u aint getting nuthin outta tt person!!mwahahahaha.....[evil me]

i love maths!&science!!n music!!!n singing!!!!n interact!!!!i promise to remain faithful to de few things i've mentioned above...but most importantly,i love GOD!!!!^_^

i guess de dark period of my life is gone for now...i've haven had tt saddening feeling since de start of dis year...some ppl may know about it...others too bad...gone case...=)

IU day,short for International Understanding Day,is approaching lyk a fire spreading by oil...time has passed lyk no one's business dis year...it's already march!!& de big thing is only lyk less den 7 months away...i seriously nid 2 start revisin my f 1&2 books...>_<'''anyways,back to wer i left off,IU day is coming soon...n muah has bin put as a performer...!!!believe it or not?i'm gonna spoil all their eardrums by my freaking disgusting untalented voice!!dun believe?wait till u come for IU...den u'll know how terrible i croak...good lord plz help me!!!=/ppl!fwens!!pray for me!!!plz!!!!>_<

once again,my memory fails me


roses,sweet-nothings,whispers signifying nothing,
cookie_monsta

i spy with my own eyes...

EXAMS ARE O-V-E-R!!!!!rejoice ppl on de earth!!!for it has ended!!!*for now oni ma....so happie 4 wad?!!bodoh...*



anyways...i shall start by saying tt i've bin observant dis past week!!!de following is de list of things that i haf witnessed wherever i haf bin these past few days:

1. i saw a mother send her daughter up a school bus after giving her child a peck on de cheek

how sweet is that?my mum n i nvr did tt ever....bsides de period where i used 2 compete wid mum how long we could hold our lips on each others cheek b4 i went to bed...^_^

2. i watched a man walk his dog early in de morn while i was on my bus going to skul...

guess wad tym it was?it was lyk 6.30am in de freaking morn!!!& de doggie was happily pissing all over de surrounding plants....

3. i stood still and watched silently as my sister,von,packed her bags juz after coming home frm work saying tt she was going 2 KL wid her work fwens 2 have fun...man,how i wish i cud ponteng skul for de rest of my life

haiz....look how busy we are...if anyone even notices us...see how hard we work,juz to get thru 2dae,to face another 2mrw...haiz...PMR students dis year r feeling stressed out juz lyk me...at least my buddy is facing de same problem....

4. i witnessed one of my frens breakdown....right after our last exam paper for dis term....

how weird??not very actually...our dear tuition tcher had prepared an exam paper on science 2dae....when we,de convent gals juz finished our exams....wad to do?we cud only sit down n write rubbish on de book as we waited for de time to passed...n it did,altho so very slowly........

der was actually alota things tt i did see,but i juz dun haf de time 2 write evrytin down....on thing i've learnt tho,is dis:


ppl wear masks evryday....no matter who they are or where they are...no matter which moment,whether tt person shud b alone or in fornt of a crowd,we wear masks to hide our own true self....but who am i?do i understand myself enough to go around & tell ppl that SEE THIS!THIS IS ME!!DIS ISN'T A MASK!IT'S DE REAL ME!frankly,how would i know whether that IS de true me?no one knows...only you urself can unfold tt mystery of de other secretive side of u...but one thing i can b sure of is,it may take a week,a month,a year or even a lifetime to learn who you are,but at de end of de day,you'll discover that,YOU are special and alwiz changing...u cud b reli happie n de next thing u noe,smth pulls ur mood down...maybe it happens,sometimes it does...but wad's life without challenges n hurdles...it wud be most boresome indeed!!it takes time to learn but in de end it'll b worthwhile...trust me...



cookies,mcvities,m&ms and paddlepop icecream,
cookie_monsta

haircuts & exams...

alrite....it's bin a reli reli truly long time since my laz entry...i cant seem to find enuf tym 2 write an entry...blaness...anyways,i've juz got a new haircut dis afternoon after tuition...my fringe is sorta short...i dun look lyk sara anymore...>.rebond my hair...as in straighten lerh....lol....actually i wanna straighten larh...but good old mum says i'll only b wasting my tym sitting on a chair 4 a few hours n wasting her hard-earned $$$...sad right?haiz....but i figured since i've bin livving without my hair rebonded,why not live lyk dat for some time longer?[there i go all grown-up n all...bet it makes u ppl reading dis puke right?need a bucket?]


anyways....sports dae is over...PATRICKS lost to XAVIERS once again....not that i'm complaining larh...

BUT CAN U PPL LET OTHER HOUSES HAF A CHANCE AT TT ONE PIALA PUSINGAN AR??WILL DIE IF U LOSE FOR ONCE ISIT?!!!!!!$(%#*^@(!^%(@&#$^@!(&#^%$(@%&^!@*#

sorie bout that...i've bin driven to madness by my handphone which has broke down for wad seems like the 5th time....CURSES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!haiz....oh well,gives me an oppurtunity to ask for a new one frm dad n mum doesnt it?altho i doubt they wud even try n dig their pockets cuz i know we're renovating our house soon....and THAT REQUIRES ALOTA MONEY & KA CHINGS & $$$...so der u haf it....another thing frm my wishlist which i wun b getting any sooner...


p/s:by the way,we lost marching too...=/
pp/s:and cheering...=(
ppp/s:i got insulted by dis person who hacked into gurdave's msn account....believe me....if i find out who u are,U'RE TOTALLY DEAD....ABSOLUTELY WITHOUT A DOUBT....
pppp/s:i dint get in scrabbling...yayness!!!=]
ppppp/s:exams dis tues,wed and fridae....wish me luck n pray for me!!!>.<

blood capillaries,oxygenated blood,stoma(s) and walks in de middle of de night,
cookie_monsta aka onggg^_^