The Backup Plan.

As time passes by and you get older

as people turn and look, care for you, and try to pry into your life

just remember to keep a wall around so that in case things crop up, you have something to back you up and to keep everything out of harm's way.
Better safe than sorry, right?

Me Love #1.

Title :

When I grow up, I shall get wings for myself so that I can soar high above the ground.

I wanna soar so high that when I reach the top of the clouds and look around, all that I see are stars and more stars.

Though sometimes I wonder what it really is like way up there...

Most of the time I spend wishing stars could rain on me.

If I could have a room of my own design, I'd want it to have stars hanging from the top of my bed so that they watch over me every night when I sleep.

As for the ones I have with me now, they might not look like real ones but I cherish them all the same. For they are one of the few things that have always stayed on the top of my 'favourite things' list, and there they shall stay for a long time. =]

Short and Simple.

There isn't much I feel like writing right now and moreover them muggings are causing me to stay up late and all. So I figured getting one or two icons could make a new post.

Short announcements :-

Dad's decided to go on a diet for this coming week. His birthday's wednesday and he says he's sticking to the diet even on that day. woot! Oh and we had Kim Gary's(the cs branch) for dinner yesterday. {Envy Me. Mwahahahaha!}

Oh and Uncle Wong, one of my closest uncles, took a fall at home and apparently his blood oozed like a fountain from the right side of his head. Get well soon Uncle Wong!

And the choir did exceptionally well for being so unfocused before our performance on Friday. Good job y'all! [Thanks much to Cal, Adeline and Sarah W. Cinta lu tiga banyak banyak! C'= ]

And we went visiting our late relatives today because of the upcoming all souls' day on 31st October. Also Dad's birthday. During my exam week. Whoa. X/

Back to the icons. =)

This is one doing a drum roll. [Lookie here Joel!]

And I just found this really cute.

Question : Why do roses melt girls'(majority) hearts? =]


Tag replies here!
Julia, went to your blog already. I can't believe Cal has a friggin grand piano! Unfair. And me no emomo. At least, I'll try not to be anymore. You do well for your muggings ya! =)
Bryan, thanks fantastico. what's with the boink again?? Lol.
Von, Daddy's birthday coming! We celebrating on tuesday night most probably, coming?
Dog shyt/crap, erm... could I have your name please?
Cal, thanks girl. We did a lot better than the one before. Good job and we won't let that old bat get us down! She can blame us and nag all she wants. x) *huggla*
Bryan(AGAIN), ask nat, what bomb larh?! tiba tiba, so random sia... xD

In My Place.

It's true. You're my teddy but sometimes I just feel as though you'd rather be someplace else than with me. Still, you're all I've got.

But just for now, everything's just crashing down on me. It's turning dark with the clouds and all.
Please, come already.

Flash of the Past.

I have to tell you something, although I've been keeping quiet all this while.

It has always seemed as though the rain fell only on me when you weren't there anymore.

See, what I'm trying to say is :
I might not have been the person you needed for the time you were still around, but you are the person I need and think about almost everyday nowadays.

But just out of fear of getting hurt, I'll just lock myself up and keep the key in a safe place. So that as long as I don't open up, I won't be able to get hurt by the new people who want so badly to get in.

Can you hear me?
Can you read me from up there?
Can you see what I don't show everyone around me that is happening inside of me?
Because I really do miss you heaps for a sister, Lorraine.
Save me a place in Heaven, would you?

Cheers. To Our Future.

Every time you look into a mirror, what do you see?
Or rather, what do you want to see instead of that 'awful me' you dislike so much? Let's face it.
The world asks so much of each and every one of us now that it even hurts some to look at themselves.

Remember when we as children ran around everywhere while our mothers did their grocery shopping?
Remember when we as children were nagged at to finish our food?
Remember when we as children were grounded from the tv or computer or any other form of entertainment due to overusage of those devices?
Remember when we as children used to love snuggling up to our parents' arms for warmth just before being tucked into bed?

News flash.
It isn't the case anymore.
Children are getting abducted just by a mere 20 minutes or so if they stray away from their parents' just for a second.
Children are actually starving as a result of some parents who put themselves before their children.
Children are turning to other ways of satisfying their hunger for entertainment or just about anything to fill their free time, that some turn to the bad kind.
Children are the ones turning down their parents' love nowadays, thinking in mind that parents never will understand how they're feeling on the inside.
We are so blinded by our wants and do's and dont's that sometimes, others don't matter anymore. Not just a little bit, but not a single drop of care for another person.

What awaits regarding the futures of the children of today you ask?
Well, even I dare not think of it, but one thing's for sure.
There will always be those who feel empty on the inside, no matter how good or bad an environment one could be found in.
It's up to us to make a better future for ourselves.
To start making things better so as to have an appropriate and awesome place before moving on to the ultimate place called Heaven.

Movie Day. =D

I watched Romeo+Juliet today. And after that I was feeling poetic and going 'Wherefore art thou O ...' to some I met online. T'was great fun. One of my favourite lines was from Romeo's mother. She went,
'Thou shalt stir no foot to seek a foe.'

I liked that line very much. She said that to Romeo's father when he was asking for his gun otherwise known as his 'long sword' for its length because the Montagues(Romeo's family) and the Capulets(Juliet's family) just had another gunfight at a petrol station. Goes to show that she didn't want to stir up trouble for either side.

The chief police's name was 'Captain Prince'. It totally got me thinking about my last dog who went missing late December last year, his name was prince too. And not to be racial and all here, but both of them were blacks. =X

Overall it was interesting listening to a screenplay done in Shakespeare's language and all that poetic feel of it. I absolutely love the music of the whole movie. The way they had the music intervals and the songs from 'lovefool' to the theme song, 'kissing you'. This would be my 5th time watching this movie and I still love it so very much. Thumbs' up to Shakespeare and director of the movie, Baz Luhrmann. Fabulous work, a job well done!

Another movie that made up another day. =)

Don't waste your time on me you're already the voice inside my head,

I miss you.