haiz...

it's only bin a few days but it feels lyk it's bin weeks&months since i found out de ugly truth...it's painful&it hurts...but still,life goes on.....


god,i still cant get over that one sms i received...dis is some serious shyt wei...it's bin only lyk,arnd 5 days&it alredi feels lyk a month...& de worst part is,it still hurts reli bad...i nid to bring out dis false front,dis cheerful side tt isnt me,dis nah-i'm-not-upset-AT-ALL attitude tt i dun haf at all & show it 2 others for one whole day...whether or not in skul or tuition or even at home...it is only in my room tt i let evrytin go & cry myself to sleep evrynite...i haf come to realize tt i cant sleep without crying nowadays...ever since i found out de truth...oh well...washes my eyes right?i'm going...i cant take it nemore...




heartbreaks&moonlessnights,
cookie_monsta