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Stare-ie Stare-ie Night



dis morning i woke up to find myself staring at de ceiling
it was also staring right back at me
so i thought,'hey,2dae's gonna b a nice day...i wun be grim for juz 2dae...
so i got out of bed to find that mum had woke me juz a few minutes too early
as von was still in de bathroom...
oh well,i moved to her bedroom & started to read my storybook
but in de end de sound of yvonne unlocking de bathroom door was heard & von got out
so i went in de bathroom for my bath b4 tuition,lunch&choir prac
while i was bathing,mum looked into my plastic bag & found my 'kuih bolu(s)'
so she asked whose were they & i said they were mine...
i dun know wad happened to them after tt...
den i proceeded downstairs oni 2 find tt dad had left with von without me
so i sat myself down & started packing my bag 4 tuition
den i slipped my choir shirt in cuz i was to go 2 skul 4 choir prac right after lunch at austin hills with linda,ashley & all...
den de weather got so hot i cudnt think anymore...
i was sweating lyk a duno wad at de resort der...
den we had smth on so i cudnt go 4 choir prac...
most probably de LAST choir prac b4 de damned real thing...
den i started to haf a headache
cuz i alwiz get dizzy in uncle wong's car ever since i cud rmbr...
so i tried to keep myself awake
tried to keep my thoughts straight
den i came home & came on9
to find my computer staring at me as well...
oh well...staring tym...[stares]


p/s:#9 has broke up wid his gf...he's bin msging me de whole day now...
pp/s:he's quite a weird & farnie fella all mixed up 2gether...interesting eh?
ppp/s:i'm almos over him...juz ALMOST...i'm healing...




papercuts&blisters,
cookie_monsta

crumpled

dun ask me why,but sometimes i reli hate that word
yet at tyms...i wonder about it's mysteries...





HisLoveBites

i sat in de car listening to her talk
silently consuming as she mocked
she told me he had them evrywer
even right up to his hair
i cudnt believe my ears,could it be a joke
i could almoz picture myself,an astonished look
it hurts so bad i cant breathe at times
i cant believe i can write dis rhyme
i cried for hours,those endless hours
it was de oni thing tt didnt make me feel sour
he's wid her now,not with me
i gues we juz werent meant to be
he plays basketball,he shoots he scores
listen to de gals shout,notice how much they adore
this guy i got interested in,but not anymore
bcuz deep inside,my heart has tore
no more pain,take it all away
i'm tired of living dis way,day by day
all that noise that polluted my mind
into tinking he was so divine
it has left me in a lonely mood
to be forever surrounded by solitude




ShatteredGlasses&BrokenPanes,
cookie monsta

haiz...

it's only bin a few days but it feels lyk it's bin weeks&months since i found out de ugly truth...it's painful&it hurts...but still,life goes on.....


god,i still cant get over that one sms i received...dis is some serious shyt wei...it's bin only lyk,arnd 5 days&it alredi feels lyk a month...& de worst part is,it still hurts reli bad...i nid to bring out dis false front,dis cheerful side tt isnt me,dis nah-i'm-not-upset-AT-ALL attitude tt i dun haf at all & show it 2 others for one whole day...whether or not in skul or tuition or even at home...it is only in my room tt i let evrytin go & cry myself to sleep evrynite...i haf come to realize tt i cant sleep without crying nowadays...ever since i found out de truth...oh well...washes my eyes right?i'm going...i cant take it nemore...




heartbreaks&moonlessnights,
cookie_monsta

gud fridae

the ball goes boing-boing...


gtg now...max's bdae!!appie max ryan tay!!!


he'smyone&only,
cookie_monsta

evrytin is beautiful~~~~

WoFaShi,JinTianShiWoYiShengZongZuiKaiXinDeYiTian!!!



evrytin has bin so joyous 2dae....ohya,4got 2 mention in de entry frm tuesday...i went watch gubra at cs wid weiwei,sharlene&melanie...did i mention tt de neoprint we took was de best one i've ever taken?!!guess not...well,now u know!!!^_^'''


newaes,we[the choir] went to singapore to visit our twin skul,ST. NICHOLAS GIRLS SCHOOL aka SNGS...de gals there are sooooo cute&nice&frenly....we were given a tour of their oh-so-large-&-mighty skul...might i add that IT WAS HUGEE~!!!!!!as in HUMONGOUS HUGE!!!we almos fainted merely at de sight of de skul...imagine this:

one huge track&field
loads more blocks of classrooms&science labs
not to mention a canteen 10 times de size of our own

i shall say no more cuz i'll juz b discovering bits&piecesof evrytin combined together!!in short,


SNGS ROCKS BIG TIME!!!


after tt we came back frm singapore at about 4...had a great tym der thanx 2 all de gals!!!gals rule...[i know!^_^]after tt i went up 2 de skul hall wer pn doreen started lecturing us bout being focus b4 any performance or competition&letting go after...den out pops in my mind: 'freak out let it go'!!!had a hard tym shaking off tt 'ye lai xiang' outta my head cuz chiew fong[my buddie 4 de trip] kept singing it all over again after we had de learning session wid de choir gals der...den i started singing de song too...lol...madness...mum came&picked me up frm skul at bout 4.30 smth...den i went back home&switched de comp on&went straight for de bathroom...mandi-ed&basuh-ed myself....den i remembered talking to chyang de nite b4...& today was de finals...so i decided to call him to ask bout de results...i called him at arnd,say 5.30 ba....below is de convo[sorie ar...it's in chinese hor...^_^''']:

sara=light pink
chyang=dark pink

ei,wan liao ma?!!you ying ma?!!
mei you lar...shu liao...[makes fake sob sounds]
ar?!!zhen de ar?!!dui bu qi...paiseh...bu yao shi wang la...gai ci zai nu li lo!![tries to cheer him up]
bckgrnd voice(pearl,my cuzzin):ah chyang,who u toking to?
[chyang answers:ouu...mei you la...ni de cuzzin lo...]
[blush blush>_<''']ni jiang shen me la...bi liao mei you?!!!
qi shi ho....qi shi la...shi hai mei you bi la...[kek dao...''']ca bu duo le la...ni you lai ma?
wo yao qu!!wo yao qu!!kuai dian!!lai wo jia zai wo!!xian zai!!!kuai kuai kuai bu yao xiang ge lao tai tai!![>_<''']
ar?!ke shi wo yao bi sai le...deng yi xia ho...wo wen mummy pearl ar...[tries to stop chyang frm telling pearl but...tooo late...]
sara ar!!u wan come isit?
ya....can meh?no transport oso...[sighs]
nvm lar...u call chun de now...tell him to send u here...i tink he's on his way edi...
[thinks in mind:WAD?!!!ON DE WAY?!!!DIE LAR...LATER MAKE HIM TURN BACK HOW?!!!-_-''']ouu...kay lor...i call him...thanx ya....

wait ar....u talk to chyang...[note to self: thinking of match-making me & chyang meh?!!!no nid...i do myself if i wan to...thank u!!^_^''']
okay....
zhe yang ni you lai ma?
ying gai shi you le ba....ni yao bi liao shi ma?!!omg!!deng wo le...wo yao kan de!!!
den jiu kuai kuai lai la!!!wo hen jing zhang ne...
ok ok...yao lai liao...ni yao jia you hor!!^_^'''da hao hao...jin duo duo li qiu!!byebye!
zhi dao le la...byebye!


wasnt that sweeet?!!!XDI am soooo gone case.... lol...weeeeee~~~~~~~btw,laz nite i cudnt sleep....my guess is tt partly cuz i was to go to cingapore on de next day[2day] or possibly i'd talked with chyang for lyk mayb 45 mins ONLY....so...all's well ends well...^_^'''oh ya,continuin....i went&watch lor...when i arrived wid chun de,de semi-finals werent even finished yet...so i went & looked for pearl...i remembered smth bout pink shirts...so i followed de 'pink brick road'...i looked but thought,'ei...takde oso...wer's pearl wor...'lil did i know she was aomng them wearing de pink shirt as well...den when i walked back de 2nd tym she called out to me...boy was i suprised....i SERIOUSLY didnt see her...>_<'''oh well....den watched tt match a while lor...den not long after it ended...den de final two teams started practicing on de court...den chyang's team started practicing...den their positions 4 warm up is lyk ever changing ma...so i was trying 2 find tym 2 call out his name...but i didnt haf de guts to...so i juz watched silently lor...he was juz in front of me wei!!!den on my front right...den he shot de ball&it went in....argh~~~~~so damn shuai sial!!!!^_^'''lol...screw me 4 being arrogant...aiyar...nid to cut short cuz it's lyk 1.37am edi...so in de end de score was 42-11!!!yeapz!!they won~~~~~~~~hurray hurray hurray!!!!!^_^'''lalalalalalalalal....i seriously damn high right now....lol...go chyang!!!



p/s: he said he wud keep in touch...he promised!!^_^'''&he calls me meimei&i'm to call him korkor or sm sort...pearl's his 'mummy pearl'..lol...
pp/s:HAPPIE BDAE SHARLENE SIERRA LEE SMTH SMTH!!!





Feelin's&HisBackIGlancedAtAlmosAllDeTym,
cookie_monsta

dis ish my fav picture ever!![bsides de others tt i lyk lar...]juz trying dis out...thanx 4 dropping by again...^_^'''

cookies...

i'm feeling lazee 2 even blog bout anytin so i shall juz write down my thought of de dae:



will our parents ever stop bossing us kids arnd?




wangwang(s)&chipsmore(s),
cookie_monsta

to be continued

iu's over....=( i cant believe i'm saying this but i'm actually upset tt it's over...i'm actually upset tt i wun b staying back almos evry single day of de week to break my back or finish a masterpiece or cut out more butterflies or even sprinkle glitter on them anymore....it's funny isnt it...anyways...i shall write bout iu day,,,,


thursday was busy busy busy...we didnt go in class for thurs&friday at all...was all fully occupied wid work...btw...mrs david tan failed my english aural...cuz i wasnt in class...when i was in class&i wanted to do my aural,she said she wanted to stop edi...nvm...respect...i'll juz keep quiet...althought i find it unfair...work was almos done...i mopped de hall!!!wid elsie&melanie&vivan&yi th'ng they all lar...got rid of de stains on de floor...deco's were mostly put up already...went for tuition in de afternoon altho wasnt supposed to...me& kim told interactor stephanie chang tho...so i guess it didnt count...after tuition we were supposed to go back skul at 4.45pm....but turned out sharlene&kim's grandad came & fetched us frm chee's at 5.15....so we reached skul at arnd 5.30...was quite shocked to see evryone outside de dewan&talking& watching us one kind while we made our way up de statue....was damn freaked out cuz i left my file in de dewan....but den suba called out my name & ran toward me wid yea u guessed it right...MY FILE!!!weee~~~~~~~goodness....thank u shuubs!!!!^_^'''den went back home at 6.30pm...


next day was the big day!! INTERNATIONAL UNDERSTANDING DAY!!!!was quite burned out aredi but still struggled to hold on cuz heck,the highly anticipated day of de month has finally arrived!!!who am i 2 turn it down?!!so we did some laz minute arrangements...had a mini rehearsal right after a speech given by mrs. ignatius...then sujen said a few words& passed out these interactor cards to de form 5s&4s & instructed them to bring it for evry single meeting or they wudnt b allowed into de meeting room...as for us form 3s,well...they said we were still on probation...so...oh well....*shrugs*then i learnt de african dance on de spot itself...was quite fun lar...den we watched thru de big projector how de Africans did it...in other words,how they shake their booties!!!boy, could they do their moves!!!XD..they're damn gud lor...anyways...we did it ourselves lar...was quite erm...interesting...indeed...den we

it's over...

i'm not gonna say anytin bout iu day yet...i shall blog bout it 2mrw...now no tym...celebrations!!!!*shrieks*





butterflies&ropes&sweet,sweetcandies,
[gosh i sound lyk i'm in love or smth]
cookie_monsta

countdown to iu-laz three days to struggle

I hope iu goes smoothly...
i pray that i will not screw evrytin up...
i pray evrytin will b done&completed asap...
i pray that evrytin will juz go according to as planned...
&that nth,i mean NOTHING will affect my mood for these few days...
at least i hope it wudnt



TheYoung&TheInnocent,
cookie_monsta