Reminisces.

Remember the times when you held on to something even though everyone kept telling you to let go?

And it got so bad, and it made you feel so awful, that you felt as though you were at a dead end?

Then again, you looked back at all the times, all those memories.

And so you try so very hard to resolve the matter with other ways, but you're just left with that much to do with.

So you consider hard, and I really mean hard, whether or not to put things down and finally stop the madness.

But your final decision is to continue living and going through the torment, to live each day with all that negative speeches passing you by.

Guess the only way out for now is to just pray that mr/ms superhero/superheroine comes to your rescue by removing all them difficult moments.

~
To you,
I'm sorry I snapped and utterly killed you.
I'm sorry I inflicted hurt or any other pain unto you.
I'm sorry I didn't take your feelings and thoughts into consideration.
I'm sorry I did what I've done.
You need not be sorry if you don't accept my apology. I repeat, you need not be sorry.
Just know that I do love you and I think those words must have been heartbreaking.
For one last time here, I'm sorry.
~

Now.

It's fun to cry in front of your computer like how I'm doing so now.


Wanna try?

Updates of my current happenings.

Latest craze of mine for songs are as follows :

1. Hey There Delilah - Plain White T's
2. Love Me Tender - Norah Jones
   
3. I Turn To You - Christina Aguilera
4. He Said She Said - Ashley Tisdale
5. Pain - Jimmy Eat World
6. Clumsy - Fergie
7. Walk Away - Paula DeAnda
8. So Close - Jon McLaughlin
9. This Will Be(An Everlasting Love) - Natalie Cole
10. Everything - Lifehouse

In case you were wondering, the audition the Angkangon sisters and me went for didn't really go the way we expected it to. Boohoo.
But oh well, we shall prevail! For we are a sisterhood, and very closely bonded are we.
So watch out world. Hee. =D

Omg, 'Hey There Delilah' and 'So Close' is making me cry.
Die all you touching male singers who never fail to move me on the insides DIE.





Okay, maybe not ALL of you.





Okay fine, DON'T die.





I think I need these songs to get me emotional from time to time in order to let things out.
Sad, I know, but nonetheless true. I shall name them my 'Fairy Tale-like Songs'. Woot.


Omg. I just realized something else. I'm turning SIXTEEN. In a mere few days' time. SIXTEEN. =T
For starters, you could visit my wonderwall(aha!C=) Fann's blog about her views of a term called 'Sweet Sixteen' from her 17th December post. She just turned 16 this past fortnight too!
A fellow December Baby.
Just like me.
Bah.
Wanna know something?
I feel as though I'm the only sixteen year old out of all my friends right now.
Except for Jasmine and Qistina of course. =D
Omg. I'm turning SIXTEEN.
omgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomg. and oh yeah, OMG.



*freaks out and runs away*

p/s : I HATE it when I get a whole days' worth of scolding from my dad. One minute he's saying I've spoilt more cellphones than Von, mumsy and dad altogether, the next minute he's goofing around the dinner table at breakfast. When I want to go check on Mocha and Expresso, he stops me cause the neighbour's been trying to bring down our brick wall with his huge big-arse hammer. Then he tries to joke with me by telling me about his hair now that he forgot to comb it(he looked like a rooster by the way). Even walking in my slippers in the house can get him to snap at me. And now, mumsy just called to ask the maid to open the gate outside, he screams at me for waking the sick maid with the remote in his hand. How was I supposed to know that he had everything ready?! Ishk. Absolutely hate it when this happens. Harrumph.

My audition song choice for now

take a listen. need feedback by 2 hours won't be here no more. HELP!

A Thank You Dinner.

Warning : To All Guys. Camwhores alert! Run away, far far away.

p/s : you can click on any of the links after you scroll down this page on the right hand side. (which still means you're gonna see pictures and all. xD)

This night, I had my dinner at M Suites Hotel, courtesy of Datin Paduka Professor, wife of Menteri Besar of a little state called Johor. We(the choir) had did our part in making the Wataboshi Music Festival, an international event, a success.
As a token of appreciation, our dear Datin decided to have a thank you dinner in order to 'mengucapkan ribuan terima kasih kepada semua volunteer-volunteer yang telah memberi sumbangan kepada event ini'.
In case you were wondering, the event was hosted in Bahasa. And normally, NO ONE ever listens to emcee when we were actually waiting to start dinner(we had dinner buffet-style). The speech didn't really help get our attention either. I mean, not even the live band got us gazing in admiration lah!
As of such given circumstances, there was only one thing we convent girls were in the mood for other than biatching talking about other people's businesses and talking about our dear old bat who's currently away.

Yep, you've guessed it. Well, I can't possibly say that you have the right answer because I can't possibly know what is on your mind right. But the answer is pretty if not freaking obvious now isn't it,

CAMWHORE-ING

Not much to say actually. Just us 3 having some fun. Well, me actually. Why? Cause I was in every picture! First one(the one in black and white) was taken in the toilet.
Suba did the editing and the extra wording there. Please pardon her, i'm afraid she has big issues with her spelling. Don't you, Shuubs?
And Cal will be Cal, rich kid with her cute cute baby face and all her picture-perfectness. Hmph.

Oh oh and did I mention mumsy tagged along? She had her dinner at home, tagged along and ended up eating alongside with me! Again! And and and.... she had TWO servings! And guess what, she initiated the idea of us two taking a photo together. We actually took the one on the right first, and she was accusing me of smiling too broadly, hence the candid shot.

If you look closely you'll see that I wasn't looking at the camera. Unlike those two camwhore addicts, and I quote Martin Luther King, 'I have a dream....'.

Announcement
I will be going up to KL by 19th Dec, wednesday afternoon, for an audition in the hopes of getting signed on as a singer for a company named SM Entertainment.
Beverley and Kimberly(the Angkangon sisters), with the help of La, her Dad's car and the company of her sister and her little nephew and niece or whoever else, will be playing a part in our hopes of becoming future stars of tomorrow.
So wish me luck via sms-es or comments on this current blogpost(my preferred way) if possible and the Angkangon sisters too horxx! Because God knows it's a crazy world out there...

Psst! Just so that you guys have something to comment about, I haven't chosen a song to sing for the audition yet! So, I'm in desperate need of help and enlightment! Someone shed me some light, please?

[insert puss-in-boots image here]

Back I Am.

I'm back from camp! Had two nights worth of rest at home already. Boy, was I tired. =D




Anyways, can't blog about camp cause I personally feel it should be experienced rather than be made known by word of mouth.

Only thing to say is that it was an awesome hell of a time and we're all fired up to serve and lead for God now!


So watch out Satan, you'll have to get past us first. Woot. =)




Have some pictures here drawn by some really talented artists from an application from facebook called 'Graffiti'. Take a look and let me in on your views aite?

These 3 are by a dude called humey. I find it really cute and carefree.

I really love this one cause the guy got the girl a star! For those who don't know, I LOVE STARS. Hee.

I like the shading of the background for this one.

Well, nothing else to blog about.
Just that Christmas is coming and I'm turning 16!
Sweeeeet. LOL. Laters! xx

Examples of Past, Present and Future Tenses.

Sara, has been bored to tears besides all the activities she's been attending to since the start of this holidays.



Sara, is going for camp now.



Sara, will be back and by then her birthday will draw so soon you're gonna have to start looking for a present! C=